I want to start off by addressing the life fairness issue. Life is NOT fair. Anyone who expects it to be is naive and setting themselves up for disappointment after disappointment.
I decided to go to pharmacy school after the birth of my only child (2003). I did my research on the field and learned that it paid well and pharmacists were in high demand. I figured it was a way to provide my daughter with opportunities that I didn't have. For me pharmacy was less of a lifetime calling and more like a pragmatic decision to change careers.
I started in 2006 at the University of Kentucky. My daughter was almost three. School was an hour and a half away from our home. I was gone a lot, and missed out on things with my family, but thought it would be worth it. I thought I had the rest of my life to make it up to them.
On July 25, 2008 I was sitting in my dining room doing work for SDN. I was sending someone an infraction for posting a porn pic in the Lounge. My phone rang. It was a police officer calling to tell me that Riley had been hit by a car on the way to swim class with her cousin. Within an hour, I would learn that both children were dead and my sister in law was seriously injured. The world ended for me that day.
After that, I didn't care about being a pharmacist anymore. I withdrew from school. I had no job and no plans for the future. It didn't matter.
I existed like that for a few months, until my supervisor from the VA called me and asked me to come back to my old job. I did but I was just going through the motions. I didn't care about pharmacy, didn't care about myself or anything else. I didn't think about the future. I didn't think about anything.
Although I didn't know it, going back to work at the VA would be one of the best decisions I'd ever make. I reconnected with an old friend, and made a new friend (both pharmacists). They encouraged me to get back in school and inspired me to become interested in the profession again.
I had a spot being held for me at the University of Kentucky but for a variety of reasons, I wasn't able to go back there. I contacted the dean of Sullivan University's new college of pharmacy and he offered me the opportunity to finish my PharmD there, with the promise that I would have all of the time off I needed to attend to legal/judicial matters pertaining to my daughter's death.
So in April of last year, I went back to pharmacy school. It took me a while to get back into it, and I'm still not interested in school to the degree I once was. My tolerance for BS is a lot lower and I can't even feign interest in student organizations or stuff like that. But I am SO grateful to Dean Tran for giving me the opportunity to finish my PharmD, because I wouldn't have been able to otherwise.
It nearly killed me to see my former classmates graduate a few weeks ago, because I should have been with them. If life were FAIR, I'd be taking my daughter on the post-graduation trip to Disneyworld and Universal Studios that we were planning when she died. Life is not fair.
So, what's my point? Well, the world has changed dramatically since I started school. The job market has changed. My job prospects now are totally different than when I began in 2006. But so what? **** happens. Life is not fair. Complaining about it won't make it so. We can't control the circumstances that life throws at us. We can ONLY control how we react to them.
My choice is to stay the course. Yes, it will be more difficult to find a job when I graduate. Yes, I may not get my dream job starting out. Yes, I might end up in my 2nd, 3rd, 4th or 5th choice job, but what else I am going to do? All any of us can do is work with what we have. I'll take my 3rd choice job and do a good job, continue networking and increase my skills base. I'll continue looking for opportunities.
The job market is nothing like it was when I decided to become a pharmacist. But, my LIFE is nothing like it was when I decided to become a pharmacist. I could complain, but what would that get me? No thanks. I'll just keep going because that's all I know how to do.