what makes me a little sick is if you're good enough for DO, why not go DO? only reason I can think is that you're not "called" to medicine in the way that I think makes sense to me
I agree with Goro medicine is a calling, but a calling to what?
if you want to obtain a medical professional degree, whether it's DO or MD, and you are not comfortable providing primary care, you could not see yourself being happy in family practice, pediatrics, psychiatry, pathology, anesthesiology, radiology, or any list of most needed / least competitive specialties, than I don't think your "calling" to either serve people in a health related fashion or your passion for medical science justifies you getting a degree
it's fine people go into neurosurgery or derm, or go to medical school and discover a love for cardiology,
but the "safest" route for all involved are candidates that just have that calling for medical service
we do need candidates with that "surgery or die" mentality to be surgeons don't get me wrong
I understand people wanting to keep their "options" open, but plenty of things take the wrong turn during med school and the people at least risk of being made miserable are the ones who could settle for doing Fam Med in Alaska
just tired of people set on the "prestige" and money and lifestyle and certain specialties... those are the ones who can't "settle" for DO
IMO, if you want to be doctor for the right reasons, which is not only a love of SERVICE (but a particular kind of service, as teachers & police officers "help" people too) but a love of health science as well, then you can be happy in a number of fields which will be great given what the match percentage realities are for MDs & DOs alike
if I hear one more person say they would love to be a doctor but they don't like science....
if you are having to go to extraordinary lengths to try to get an admission, I hope it's with an eye for primary care, in which case there is no reason not to go DO
this is where I think a genuine love of science, biology, and service will do you well
if I had not gotten into medical school, I would not have regretted a single college course I took or a single extracurricular activity I did (exception of the pre-med club... those meetings were booooooring, but I enjoyed what I got out of it with shadowing/health fairs)
OP, I'm sorry you didn't get the results you wanted with your SMP
I'm sorry you didn't enjoy the money/time trade off to do anatomy on a real cadaver, or any of the rest of the educational experiences
with any gamble, you have to ask yourself how it will feel to swallow the consequences of losing your gamble