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For those of you who are still on the fence that haven't quite thrown caution to the wind yet and committed to med school...what is holding you back and how are you addressing it?
I have been thinking pre-med for over 13 years...the entire time that I have been raising my children. The biggest reason that I come up with that stands as a road block in my path is my kids. I get caught up in the worrying about not being there for them enough or missing time with my spouse, but ultimately, I've begun to realize that the real problem is not...believing in myself anymore.
My children really were the issue several years ago when I was a new mom and wanted more than anything to be a good mom. I still want to be a good mom, of course, but I've grown to realize that I don't have to be here 24/7 to accomplish that. Actually, I think I'm a better mom when I'm NOT here 24/7 and I have things of my own to work on.
After some soul-searching, I realized that I just don't think I'm capable anymore. Though I did get my MS in 2001 in mol. bio, and I also taught bio labs for a couple of years...even that seems like a lifetime ago. I don't feel like I remember even the most basic things...and unlike when I was young and could imagine myself conquering the world...now I imagine that if I really committed to applying to med school I would just make a fool of myself. After years of mostly changing diapers, dealing with tween/teen issues and everything inbetween, I don't feel like I'm good at...anything anymore. I spend a lot of time now spinning my wheels and contemplating what I think I could do....
It is a total crisis of confidence.
Has anyone else been in my shoes...and how did you address it?
Kris
I have been thinking pre-med for over 13 years...the entire time that I have been raising my children. The biggest reason that I come up with that stands as a road block in my path is my kids. I get caught up in the worrying about not being there for them enough or missing time with my spouse, but ultimately, I've begun to realize that the real problem is not...believing in myself anymore.
My children really were the issue several years ago when I was a new mom and wanted more than anything to be a good mom. I still want to be a good mom, of course, but I've grown to realize that I don't have to be here 24/7 to accomplish that. Actually, I think I'm a better mom when I'm NOT here 24/7 and I have things of my own to work on.
After some soul-searching, I realized that I just don't think I'm capable anymore. Though I did get my MS in 2001 in mol. bio, and I also taught bio labs for a couple of years...even that seems like a lifetime ago. I don't feel like I remember even the most basic things...and unlike when I was young and could imagine myself conquering the world...now I imagine that if I really committed to applying to med school I would just make a fool of myself. After years of mostly changing diapers, dealing with tween/teen issues and everything inbetween, I don't feel like I'm good at...anything anymore. I spend a lot of time now spinning my wheels and contemplating what I think I could do....
It is a total crisis of confidence.
Has anyone else been in my shoes...and how did you address it?
Kris