So I just started working as a scribe. I finished 5 floor training shifts.
And I realized that I suck lol. First of all, English is not my first language, so there are lots of words that I don't know how to spell or write it down. Obviously I try to google them but sometimes I really don't understand what they say. (listening to physicians is way different from having a casual conversation with people.. if you're not a native English speaker and learned English after you turned 15 I think you can relate)
I tried to ask doctors about things I missed but some doctors seemed very annoyed.. I totally understand tho. Trainers keep pointing out about my awk HPI wording/phrasing. English isn't something that I can fix in a few weeks. I honestly think that I'm gonna get fired soon lol
I just feel like **** doing this job. I get very anxious and nervous all the time and I don't even get to see patients cuz of covid.
I have a EMT-B license so I was wondering if it is a good choice for me to quit this job or just hang on there until I get fired...