I am sorry for your mom and I know what you mean when you describe that doctor who didn't seem to care for your mom. I had to go to the emergency once and had a terrible chest pain and a terrible fatigue, the doctor that I saw looked like he didn't care, the ECG was ok so to him I was making it up and I felt bad and his lack of empathy made me cry, looked like he didn't want to know what I have....Just forgive ! I know that some doctors have a very hard life, even when they are sick they have to work sometimes...They are not trained to remember God and his great generosity and empathy, they just focus on people and when you just do that, you may become wierd and lack empathy, love ...So I guess the problem is not the money, the problem is the way they percieve themselves and the world around them. For example me, I know that God is generous and very empathic, I know that He is the example to follow and it is somewhere in our nature to love God and love all that he is: generosity, greatness, love, empathy, beauty, etc. I also know that he said that those who do good actions will have a good reward here and in the hereafter. He also cheers those who do those good actions for the sake of God's face. The money and the rest is not supposed to be included. The MD that you can obtain, even if you are going to use it to have a job and a pay, don't forget that you can volunteer and do good things with it, for free. The health and justice, peace, all these things are far above the money matters. And a job is a job and medicine is a training, a vocation before being a job. To be honest, me too, sometimes, I think of all the social services and healthcare services and the fact that people that work there are getting paid for what they do and they do it way that is regulated. When I want to help someone that needs help and if I see that I can, I just help. But an MD is like a bag of tools, to help people. Not the only one but it is an important one. What do you think of all that I am saying?