Hi SDN, I would like to kindly request your feedback. I have tried to search for this topic but I have yet to find something like this.
I am in a unique position where I have yet to be accepted to medical school and am currently waiting for one more post-II MD decision. But the catch is that some unfortunate things happened in my life and I had some new research / volunteer opportunities come up, so I am certain that I would like to defer if accepted this year. At this point in May I have already almost finished my backup primary application for next year. I'm mildly happy with the school I am waiting to hear back from, but to be honest, I learned so much about mistakes I made about my previous application, and I know I made extremely significant improvements this year. If I were to reapply, I am confident that I would have great success (please do not ask about what I did to improve my application because this is not what I would like feedback on). Of course, I am currently continuing the most optimal route at the moment, which is to work on reapplying and still wait for a decision.
At this point, there are three possible options for me:
1. Continue what I am doing and write my new app and wait to be accepted for this one school I am waiting for. Regret that I did not have many options to consider where I would spend the next 4+ years of my life if I reapplied. Another caveat is that since it's already May, I feel like it's difficult to proceed with my new application because I don't want to waste my letter writers' time and ask them to rewrite for an application that I may not send. This school is in NY and they're super delayed in their decisions because of the pandemic. Some people have recommended that if I were to be accepted, I can still just reapply, but it is common knowledge that this option is suicide for reapplying.
2. Wait to get rejected and reapply, in which I have no regrets. Oddly, this is the most optimal route for me as I would know that I had least waited for a decision and had the closure of trying my best.
3. Withdraw my application from the school before a decision is made, and reapply again so that I can have more opportunities to find a school that best fits me. Use the momentum that I currently have to write a better app with my best foot forward. Interestingly, I also don't mind reapplying - I made some mistakes in my first application, and I get a lot of closure in making another app knowing that I am trying my best here. Regret that more than likely, I may also not get a chance to interview again to that school I was mildly happy with. There is a rare chance also that I may not be accepted to any schools again.
Although it does seem like a classic "obviously wait for a decision because medical school is medical school and you don't turn down this opportunity", I am still planning to defer, so I will be going to medical school in 2021 regardless. Because I am deferring and because of my finances (fortunately), time and money are not important to consider for me. At this point, my question is should I wait to possibly be accepted to a school I am mildly happy at or should I reapply?
Edit 1: I have checked with the school and according to a phone call and their website it appears that they will accept the deferral for my research / service activities that I would like to do.
I am in a unique position where I have yet to be accepted to medical school and am currently waiting for one more post-II MD decision. But the catch is that some unfortunate things happened in my life and I had some new research / volunteer opportunities come up, so I am certain that I would like to defer if accepted this year. At this point in May I have already almost finished my backup primary application for next year. I'm mildly happy with the school I am waiting to hear back from, but to be honest, I learned so much about mistakes I made about my previous application, and I know I made extremely significant improvements this year. If I were to reapply, I am confident that I would have great success (please do not ask about what I did to improve my application because this is not what I would like feedback on). Of course, I am currently continuing the most optimal route at the moment, which is to work on reapplying and still wait for a decision.
At this point, there are three possible options for me:
1. Continue what I am doing and write my new app and wait to be accepted for this one school I am waiting for. Regret that I did not have many options to consider where I would spend the next 4+ years of my life if I reapplied. Another caveat is that since it's already May, I feel like it's difficult to proceed with my new application because I don't want to waste my letter writers' time and ask them to rewrite for an application that I may not send. This school is in NY and they're super delayed in their decisions because of the pandemic. Some people have recommended that if I were to be accepted, I can still just reapply, but it is common knowledge that this option is suicide for reapplying.
2. Wait to get rejected and reapply, in which I have no regrets. Oddly, this is the most optimal route for me as I would know that I had least waited for a decision and had the closure of trying my best.
3. Withdraw my application from the school before a decision is made, and reapply again so that I can have more opportunities to find a school that best fits me. Use the momentum that I currently have to write a better app with my best foot forward. Interestingly, I also don't mind reapplying - I made some mistakes in my first application, and I get a lot of closure in making another app knowing that I am trying my best here. Regret that more than likely, I may also not get a chance to interview again to that school I was mildly happy with. There is a rare chance also that I may not be accepted to any schools again.
Although it does seem like a classic "obviously wait for a decision because medical school is medical school and you don't turn down this opportunity", I am still planning to defer, so I will be going to medical school in 2021 regardless. Because I am deferring and because of my finances (fortunately), time and money are not important to consider for me. At this point, my question is should I wait to possibly be accepted to a school I am mildly happy at or should I reapply?
Edit 1: I have checked with the school and according to a phone call and their website it appears that they will accept the deferral for my research / service activities that I would like to do.
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