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I like helping people but it's the pressure i can't stand. I can't stand the noisy, out of control work enviroment. The frequent interruptions to go jab someone with a flu shot. Used to work for CVS years ago and i almost jumped off a cliff after work one day. I left and went to a grocery pharmacy. It started off good and for about 4 years, it was a sane work enviroment. Enough work to keep you on your feet all day but little breaks in between for you to have lunch or a snack. Now, things have drastically changed. It's all about the metrics now. My supervisor is breathing down my neck but my conscience won't let me verify at the speed of light and then make mistakes. I know almost everyone of my customers by name (at least 250 scripts a day) and everytime i'm tempted to rush through the verification, i keep thinking i'll make a mistake and hurt my customers. This job has been hell for me for the past 7 months. I cry a lot, i don't socialise outside work anymore 'cos i'm always worried about work. Lately, i've been wondering if ending my life would be a good solution for the stress. I've added 60 pounds in the past 7 months, my doctors keep telling me to lose the weight or suffer but i can't help myself. Everyday after work, i just want to go home, cry and immerse my sorrows in a larger tub of ice cream. I wonder if i can take a leave of absence now or just quit and start all over. Right now, if i can find a job that pays $50000 a year, i'll be happy. I just can't take retail pharmacy anymore