Ugh. So guys, I need some advice here. Currently taking Orgo and Physics (in the summer, what was I thinking?!??) and probably - hopefully not - but I'm being realistic here - will probably end up with a D in one class, and maaaaaybe a C in the other. Oh heck, let's say I get both Ds. I'm busting my balls here, practically stalking my professors during their office hours for help, but the summer session is moving too quickly (obviously - but then again, what was I thinking???!). I love Orgo, what a rad subject, but due to the prof screwing us over with his exams (I walked out thinking I ace'd his exam because I pretty much memorized the book, did ALL practice problems, and watched online videos, but I failed his last 2 exams because I didn't "answer it the way he wanted me to" WHATEVER THAT MEANS - ok, excuses, no one cares about this, right? Moving on...) so I'm at my wits end.
I'm starting to not even care about the final exams because what would be the point. I'm a non-trad, took a couple of years off after undergrad, and now taking prereqs for the first time (woo!). Undergrad GPA and SGPA totally not the best thing ever. Seriously. My undergrad transcript is sad sad saaad. I was dumb. Real world knocked some sense into me. I'm hoping my classes now will boost my GPA but these summer classes are seriously not helping - and in fact, will decrease my GPA even more - not what I need, deeefinitely not what I need at this point. I know I shouldn't give up, but maybe I'm just stupid? Too dumb for med school? Nah, I need to be positive here.
What should be my next plan of attack? Should I be realistic and face the facts that I'm just not meant to be an academic superstar? Or even a star. Dude, just let me shimmer, a little light is fine. I'm just so bummed that I failed the last Orgo exam and I was SO SURE I ace'd that bad boy - his tests are pretty much from the textbook itself and I worked it out exactly like he/the solution manual does it. Will DO schools think I'm just playing around, especially when this is the time I should be proving myself to them that I am serious about this? And I am!! But of course, numbers means everything...