So I've always been dead-set on primary care (I know it sounds cliche or old-fashioned...) and most notably family practice. However, it was during my clerkships that I became frustrated with the notion of family practice being just managers and not 'doers'. I grew up in the middle of freakin' nowhere (I mean nowhere... 1 room country school house, uphill to school both ways with 3 siblings all on a 3-legged pony) and the nearest physician was 50miles away -- this physician was God-like and did everything..... Well, of course, this feeling is nostalgic and now replaced with more knowledge and even some first-hand-type knowledge after clinicals and summers doing work in these rural clinics... Yada Yada Yadee......
Anyway... I decided Ob/Gyne was for me... love it... have personality to deal with it all (am very flexible and probably manic so hours are no big deal)... applied this fall... have all interviews set up and feel trapped at this posting. I have this feeling that I want to be doing and should be doing family med (I also failed to mention that I have a NHSC Scholarship so must do primary care or I owe the government some $400,000; hence, the impetus for a primary care field with no deviation from). Family med will also allow a little more time for my body building which I'm terrified of giving up, and my relationship which is a keeper and has plans for the duration which I'm also terrified of losing to the L&D trench battles!... Is it wrong or selfish to limit my career because of parts of me that I don't want to give up.
From the outside, of course, it looks like it's a no-brainer and family med it should be.... I also fear what others do in that NPs and PAs could squeeze us out.... Should it be family med or ob?
Can I apply to family programs now before all the deadlines are past.... will the Ob/Gyne programs know? I haven't talked with my adviser or dean about this... just wanted some feedback from others. I'm thinking of only going to a few of the ob/gyne interviews (or calling and cancelling them all) and just banking on family?... I am a solid candidate either way; I just feel my heart is in family medicine. Are there any snaffus with ERAS or NRMP that I should know about or logistics????? Policies on applying to multiple specialties???? I don't feel like asking my classmates just for fear of them or people thinking I'm whimsical or capricious... but this is my life, my career and my choice!
Any suggestions? Comments? Others in similar situations?
p.s. I don't know why I didn't use this before... I'm a little leary to post my questions and concerns though... be kind.....
Anyway... I decided Ob/Gyne was for me... love it... have personality to deal with it all (am very flexible and probably manic so hours are no big deal)... applied this fall... have all interviews set up and feel trapped at this posting. I have this feeling that I want to be doing and should be doing family med (I also failed to mention that I have a NHSC Scholarship so must do primary care or I owe the government some $400,000; hence, the impetus for a primary care field with no deviation from). Family med will also allow a little more time for my body building which I'm terrified of giving up, and my relationship which is a keeper and has plans for the duration which I'm also terrified of losing to the L&D trench battles!... Is it wrong or selfish to limit my career because of parts of me that I don't want to give up.
From the outside, of course, it looks like it's a no-brainer and family med it should be.... I also fear what others do in that NPs and PAs could squeeze us out.... Should it be family med or ob?
Can I apply to family programs now before all the deadlines are past.... will the Ob/Gyne programs know? I haven't talked with my adviser or dean about this... just wanted some feedback from others. I'm thinking of only going to a few of the ob/gyne interviews (or calling and cancelling them all) and just banking on family?... I am a solid candidate either way; I just feel my heart is in family medicine. Are there any snaffus with ERAS or NRMP that I should know about or logistics????? Policies on applying to multiple specialties???? I don't feel like asking my classmates just for fear of them or people thinking I'm whimsical or capricious... but this is my life, my career and my choice!
Any suggestions? Comments? Others in similar situations?
p.s. I don't know why I didn't use this before... I'm a little leary to post my questions and concerns though... be kind.....