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Kinda off-topic, but been feeling really crappy. The lonely/single/depressed kind of feeling. Been trying to meet people in the area but everything seems very superficial and despondent. Anyway my neighbors are in a cult and I went to one of their meetings for curiosity (I'm a hardcore rationalist). Everyone there seemed like nice people, they were surprisingly funny too. Also many of the girls (even the dudes lol) there were absolutely stunning (and dressed very well imho). Extremely diverse group too (white, black, indian, hispanic, in a pretty even distribution). There's a chance they were faking it, but I felt very comfortable there (besides the crazy beliefs of course). Anyway, I basically feel I have no community or any strong bonds with anyone but my mother and grandmother (both are getting older every day) and it's not for lack of trying... I'm a hardcore atheist but am starting to feel I should just drink this cult's koolaid... sigh. It's getting pretty tiring feeling lonely and disconnected with everyone. Working retail doesn't make it any better to say the least... Anyway good luck everyone.