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I've debated posting something on here for a while now, but have refrained due to concerns about people figuring out my identity. However, I've decided to just go ahead and do it and see what advice/suggestions I can get from others because I'm reaching a breaking point.
Long story short, I've just finished 1 year of my 2 year postdoc and quite honestly it's been terrible so far. I feel like the entire postdoc program was misrepresented and is not at all what I was told it would be like (very little didactics, other training opportunities). I get very little (if any) supervision and feedback about my work and I feel like I've just been used as cheap labor (and in fact, my supervisor has made comments about this and often seems to take joy in having me do 90% of the work and jokes about how little money I make). I fiercely disagree with my supervisor's approach to patient care and I have concerns about the quality of my training. I have basically been trying to do much of the didactics and whatnot on my own to try to make up for it and I have also been trying to bring up articles/presentations/topics to discuss with my supervisor to try to get some semblance of supervision/didactics. I have been throwing around the idea of leaving because I am miserable and honestly it has been sucking the life out of me BUT I don't want to quit now being only 1 year away if doing so will be catastrophic for my career. I only work with one supervisor and have no contact with any other psychologists and I am afraid of saying something and having it blow up in my face as I have no other option to work with a different supervisor. Obviously it's too late for me to apply to a different postdoc and I don't have it in me to do another 2 year postdoc. So I guess I'm just looking for any advice or recommendations anyone might have about my situation.
Long story short, I've just finished 1 year of my 2 year postdoc and quite honestly it's been terrible so far. I feel like the entire postdoc program was misrepresented and is not at all what I was told it would be like (very little didactics, other training opportunities). I get very little (if any) supervision and feedback about my work and I feel like I've just been used as cheap labor (and in fact, my supervisor has made comments about this and often seems to take joy in having me do 90% of the work and jokes about how little money I make). I fiercely disagree with my supervisor's approach to patient care and I have concerns about the quality of my training. I have basically been trying to do much of the didactics and whatnot on my own to try to make up for it and I have also been trying to bring up articles/presentations/topics to discuss with my supervisor to try to get some semblance of supervision/didactics. I have been throwing around the idea of leaving because I am miserable and honestly it has been sucking the life out of me BUT I don't want to quit now being only 1 year away if doing so will be catastrophic for my career. I only work with one supervisor and have no contact with any other psychologists and I am afraid of saying something and having it blow up in my face as I have no other option to work with a different supervisor. Obviously it's too late for me to apply to a different postdoc and I don't have it in me to do another 2 year postdoc. So I guess I'm just looking for any advice or recommendations anyone might have about my situation.
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