Good luck to you! I completely understand money woes. I only applied to a few schools. I just couldn't afford to apply to more than that. . . . Do the schools to which you applied offer solid funding? I hope so. Having had absolutely crappy jobs for a good part of my life, I know that I have to go after my dream or my spirit will suffer. I hope you can hold out and get you doctorate. : )
haha. Thanks. Yeah. I'm only 20 years old, and I've got a good PAYING job for my age and "this economy"
😉. However, I've already thought about whether I could stay for this company "forever" and the answer is absolutely no.
At least my fiance realizes this too. He's doing court-ordered community service with adolescents and realized that I would love to just work there. He said we'd open a day-care if we have to, so that I can be with kids. I love kids. For a lot of reasons, we more than likely will not be having our own kids, however.
I LOVE research, I am very inquisitive, this is why I chose Ph. D. instead of just an MA. But I don't want a career as an academic. I want a clinical practice in some capacity, which I COULD still do with an MA. So, going the MA route won't ruin everything. haha. (It just won't be free. :-( )
The programs do have solid funding. Guaranteed.
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I also know that I wouldn't be a better candidate next year... I've stopped my work in research labs in the middle of last semester (with the exception of my thesis, which is dying too :-( ) because of work. I've been working 60hrs/week on top of 12 hours of class NOT including the commute. Where in all of that am I supposed to fit volunteering in someone's lab?
The MA program at my school (we don't offer Ph. D) will take me. Faculty told me, "we'd love to have you here, but we know you're off to bigger and better things." It might be a little sad to not fulfill those expectations, but at least I'd be taking care of things that need to get taken care of (read: debts and extended family).
How did your applications turn out?