Hello there
It might not be my first thread related to this topic but, I am really depressed in this year especially, D4
1)I overthink a lot and make many scenarios about how my upcoming clinics might go
2) my hand skills are not well developed yet, I still have problems with indirect vision and keep telling
myself that I am inadequate
3) I am really slow even with the simplest procedures, I always fear of doing something wrong and most of my clinics do not end well
4) always think I will not be a good dentist because I don not feel I am improving
Please, help me with your advice!
1. You need to replay these scenarios in your mind so much that it becomes second nature to adapt to every potential scenario that comes your way. Not run away from them.
2. Handskills take time to develop. Try doing everything via direct vision. The right way to do things is the way that achieve results. If you cannot achieve results using a "recommended" way, then do it your way. You're not inadequate, your work is "clinically acceptable" without even looking at it. If your work in your mind looks like garbage, replace that word with "clinically acceptable".
3. What you mention seems to stem from lack of confidence. You might do something wrong, but the results are probably clinically acceptable.
4. You'll improve once your perception of yourself and your work adapts to clinical reality.
I found that the faculty are a lot more amenable to clinically acceptable work if you demonstrate what's ideal and why you deviated from ideal.
Thanks a lot everyone!
Today I had 3 clinics after each other with no breaks in between, I remembered your words all, I am here to learn and I am not a specialist and still in my first steps in dentistry
Pray for me to let this year pass quickly and smoothly
Can I ask you if it is normal to struggle with some basics, such as, today I was opening an access cavity and when the supervisor came to check, she told me that there is still some caries that I missed and I honestly thought, how could a fourth year dental student not distinguish caries from dentine
Caries, infected dentin, and affected dentin are subjective. Caries detector tends to overstate caries, along with other transillumination devices. I find the spoon excavator to be the best instrument to tell you if it's caries, infected dentin, affected dentin, or healthy tooth structure. Also, take note of how your handpiece feels as you cut into healthy enamel, decalcified enamel, dentin, affected dentin, infected dentin, caries, and pulp. They all have subtle nuances of cutting and the debris that they generate.... AND they all feel different, depending on the type of bur that you use (shape/diamond v. carbide/used or new).
For the love of god, just pass and get out there in the real world. Dental school is just one long annoying hazing process. It's like a hemorrhoid that continues to get infected over and over because someone keeps poking you with a stick with an annual recurring subscription for 4 years (or more if they so choose to keep you there)
If you think you're still gunna struggle upon graduating, consider doing a 1-year GPR program. You'll be guided into doing more complex things, get certified to do other procedures. There's a smaller batch of students in the program, so you'll get more hands-on experience.
If confidence is the OPs problem and they cannot get around their self-imposed mental blocks, then, in this instance, I may actually advocate a post-grad program of sorts like an AEGD/GPR. I normally don't support AEGD/GPRs, but if there's no way around these mental blocks without outside support and rigid training, then +1 year will be needed. Main reason is that I've seen people who cannot get around their own personal hangups and end up sinking in a normally high production environment (i.e stuck @ 120k/yr if they haven't been fired already).