Hi,
I've wanted to become a psychologist almost ever since I can remember myself, but due to personal circumstances, was only able to start pursuing higher education later in life. I've completed both my undergraduate and graduate degrees in the States ( 3.96 and 4.00, respectively) while dealing with many challenges: cultural, financial and familial -- to name just a few. I received the departmental Psychology Award for my B.A. and was on the national Dean's list.
I have been teaching for the past five years, college level Psychology courses, at the College I attended in my undergraduate years. I also taught a class at my graduate school, and might be teaching there again.
I have yet to take the GREs. I am not a wonderful standardized tester ( Plus, math was never my cup of tea. I am good with languages but English is not my native tongue) but will just have to become one, somehow.
I do not have much research experience. There is little research going on at my college, and frankly -- while I appreciate the importance of research and enjoy it, between raising a family, teaching, mentoring and dealing with all the adverse circumstances that life threw at me in the past decade, there was very little time left for anything else. ( Oh, I do have some publications. But they are fiction/ non-academic and most likely do not count).
Last year I applied to one program only ( NSSR), got in, spent there one semester and decided it was not the right place for me. So now I am starting over. Reading posts on this forum, for the past two months, made me realize the importance of research experience to the application process.
If I have to choose between the two, I am more interested in practice than research. I do love teaching and the college I am at said they would hire me as full - time faculty ( right now I am an adjunct) with either a PsyD or a PhD. Realistically speaking, although I do have some time before applications are due again, I would need to devote a substantial amount of time for GRE prep, and then I would have time left for either getting some clinical experience or research experience but not both. I am meeting with someone this week regarding a potential clinical opportunity in an area of interest.
Here are my questions please, and I would greatly appreciate your response:
1. Would it be a complete waste of time ( and money) to apply to clinical PhD programs, given my lack of research experience? Or would some lower research emphasis programs still consider my application favorably? ( Perhaps my academia background is a plus? )
Most will look for substantial research experience, I believe.
I would like to apply to PhD programs, if I stand a chance to get in, for several reasons:
-> The more prestigious reputation and doors that may open accordingly
-> The better funding
-> There are only three PsyD programs that are within a driving distance to where I live, and I am only really interested in one of them.
2. My number one PsyD program is Rutgers. Do I stand a chance to get into a top program like this without research experience? Also, I have a POI there, with whom I already made a positive initial contact. But she is a visiting professor there ( once a week, I think), so I am not sure if this is solid enough.
A PsyD program will likely not look for as much research experience. Not sure whether a visiting prof will play a role in the admissions process.
3. Would counseling PhD programs be less invested in the research part of my application?
Correct! This may be a good path for you!
4. Would the fact that I attended a program for one semester and decided to leave play against me? I am somewhat worried about that. I am a stable, reliable and resilient person and had always completed programs in a timely fashion, and worked in the same place for years. It takes extreme circumstances to make me quit ( You may refer to my other posts, if inclined, for more details on my NSSR experience). I had a 3.85 GPA for that one semester and would be quite uncomfortable sharing in an interview my negative experiences in that other program. I have yet to earn an interview, but would it be sufficient to say when asked that: " I felt that the big number of students admitted compromised my learning experience ( which is true), and that due to economic climate, I had difficulty paying the high tuition ( which is again -- true but not the main reason for my leaving and might make them wonder if I may drop out again when encountering financial difficulty?).
Is it honest NOT to mention anything about that unfortunate semester during application and only once accepted, submitting that transcript for credit transfer evaluation? I do not want to do anything which is not ethical, but I also do not want to create the wrong impression or make programs doubt my persistence and motivation level.
I recommend honesty. If you have good reasons for leaving that program, then they will likely be compelling to anyone who you discuss them with.
I am already in my thirties and vacillate between hope and despair about making this life-long dream of becoming a psychologist come true.
Many thanks and Kind Regards,
Compassionate1