ADVICE HELP

[Good Samaritan2]

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So I am freaked out over my recent Step 2 ck that i took a few days ago since I am realizing all the stupid mistakes I made. It seems like I know the material but on the test day itself, while I am doing the questions, things just are a blur in my head but clear up right when I am done with a block. It is frustrating. Problem is that I failed my step 2 ck and my step 2 cs so i'm very very depressed and shocked. problem is that i also had a failed step 1 attempt before and my retake of that was very low (199). so i am really really scared. It is difficult for me to do anything these days since the test keeps replaying in my head i feel like the world is falling apart around me and don't understand what went wrong. i'm just afraid with so much time/effort/money spent so far if quitting is even an option at this point. so yea, any help would be great. thank you.

My dream was to become a doctor but it is difficult to keep any hope. My interest is in Psychiatry but I just don't know what to do now. Rotations are done now as well. Also doesn't help that I am an IMG. It's just a frustrating way to live life. Any suggestions would be helpful on what to do. thanks