So, I'm definitely not doing surgery. I'm aiming towards anesthesiology because I think it's my best bet in terms of a field that I enjoy and can thrive in...when I'm in the OR on cases, I just don't see how a lot of surgeons know what they're looking at. The anatomical structures are visualized minimally - the view is limited, structures are obscured by tissue, etc. I think I would be a terrible surgeon...I hate the idea of throwing sutures through fascia and arteries! Anesthesiology seems a lot more up my alley because you're relying on physiology and pharmacology and using data as a main component of understanding the deviations from homeostasis. It seems more clear-cut to me because I'm much more comfortable with the idea of calibrating drug doses according to data vs. suturing and incising based upon visual-spatial feedback. I think what surgeons do is very cool. I just think I lack that gift. I think - and I'm hopeful - that I have the anesthesiology gift.
So, I am thinking that being an anesthesiologist will be better time-wise than surgery, right? I plan to work really hard. I'm passionate about exercise though and I would love to be able to exercise like 5 times per week. That would be an impossibility for me in the field of surgery.