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Edit: It looks like I was being melodramatic and as long as I study my butt off for step 1 it'll be fine. Thanks all for the encouragement. Gonna leave this post here for future readers/philosophical discussion
Sorry for the throwaway, don't want my admin to flame me in my MSPE. Although they're actually great folks. But nobody likes being criticized. And sorry for the text wall.
Anyways, I've lost faith in my medical school. It's low-tier USMD with nice profs, but the last couple years we've had 10-20% of our classes fail step 1. I've been doing some boards prep with school, so I'll probably be fine, but it's just a little shocking that nobody told my class this until a few months before step (we're on an abbreviated curriculum, so about to take step 1 after Christmas). Most of my class just trusted my school's curriculum over UFAPS, and we have mandatory class 20-30 hours a week, so I doubt people are going to be able to catch up with the step-relevant stuff. It's looking like my class will also have a high boards fail rate, and hopefully the M1s after us will heed our warnings to do AnKing/Boards and Beyond/etc.
The thing that really bothers me is that, at this stage in my training, I don't feel like I'm learning stuff that will make me a physician. I feel like I'm regurgitating somewhat useless science factoids (evolutionary biology of an organ system for example) to pass exams, and then immediately braindumping all but the board relevant material. I don't think this would bother me if I wanted to be a subspecialist, but because I want to be a PCP/hospitalist, I think I actually should know a decent bit of whole-body anatomy, physiology, pharmacology, etc and retain it for my future job. (I'm not flaming specialists. I'm just saying I don't feel like I'm allowed to forget really any of this preclinical stuff to be a generalist, and that I'm worried I won't be able to catch up as a resident).
My question is: if I PASS (not crush and do great, but pass) step 1 and step 2, and go to an okayish community IM/FM/peds residency, will I end up being a competent clinician in the end? Have any of you docs experienced this? I'm just worried my USMD school isn't training me adequately. Nothing I can do about it now, but wondering if anyone has had this experience and whether it shook out good/bad.
Sorry for the throwaway, don't want my admin to flame me in my MSPE. Although they're actually great folks. But nobody likes being criticized. And sorry for the text wall.
Anyways, I've lost faith in my medical school. It's low-tier USMD with nice profs, but the last couple years we've had 10-20% of our classes fail step 1. I've been doing some boards prep with school, so I'll probably be fine, but it's just a little shocking that nobody told my class this until a few months before step (we're on an abbreviated curriculum, so about to take step 1 after Christmas). Most of my class just trusted my school's curriculum over UFAPS, and we have mandatory class 20-30 hours a week, so I doubt people are going to be able to catch up with the step-relevant stuff. It's looking like my class will also have a high boards fail rate, and hopefully the M1s after us will heed our warnings to do AnKing/Boards and Beyond/etc.
The thing that really bothers me is that, at this stage in my training, I don't feel like I'm learning stuff that will make me a physician. I feel like I'm regurgitating somewhat useless science factoids (evolutionary biology of an organ system for example) to pass exams, and then immediately braindumping all but the board relevant material. I don't think this would bother me if I wanted to be a subspecialist, but because I want to be a PCP/hospitalist, I think I actually should know a decent bit of whole-body anatomy, physiology, pharmacology, etc and retain it for my future job. (I'm not flaming specialists. I'm just saying I don't feel like I'm allowed to forget really any of this preclinical stuff to be a generalist, and that I'm worried I won't be able to catch up as a resident).
My question is: if I PASS (not crush and do great, but pass) step 1 and step 2, and go to an okayish community IM/FM/peds residency, will I end up being a competent clinician in the end? Have any of you docs experienced this? I'm just worried my USMD school isn't training me adequately. Nothing I can do about it now, but wondering if anyone has had this experience and whether it shook out good/bad.
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