I'm thinking about suing the entire medical school consortium for robbing me of a certain emotion. That emotion is called *waiting.* I'm incapable of any type of waiting or anticipation right now. I don't know if I ever will be again.
Today, I didn't check my mail until 2:30 pm. The mail truck was 2 blocks down before I checked it. A week ago, I checked my mail starting at noon and every 10 minutes thereafter. Today, when I got the usual credit card crap, instead of thinking "damn, nothing!", I just thought, "yeah, whatever."
Will I ever be truly able to feel how it feels to wait ever again?
PhillyEaglesFan: incapable of anticipation since 11/14/2005.