throwaway118
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I'm currently in the middle of my PGY1 year as a psychiatry resident and have received my evaluations for 3 rotations so far (all psychiatry rotations). I had some difficulty adjusting to residency in the beginning but think I adapted well to the workflow about 2 months into intern year. My evaluations are very average (using the milestones rating scale with 1 being the level expected for an incoming intern and 5 being someone who has been in practice as an attending for several yrs) - in the beginning, I received mostly 1's, some 1.5's and 2's. For my most recent rotation, I am still getting mostly 1.5's and some 2's with a few 1's. I met with my PD who says this is typical - interns will get 1's and 2's, PGY2 will get 2's and 3's and so on.
However, I can't help but feel disheartened. Maybe it's just my ego talking but as someone who was a strong performer throughout undergrad and med school (honored most rotations, high board scores), being told I'm just average or performing as expected feels like a big blow. Should I be worried about these evaluations? Are residency evals just harsher/more honest than med school evals? If it matters, I'm not planning to do fellowship or academia. Any insight is appreciated.
However, I can't help but feel disheartened. Maybe it's just my ego talking but as someone who was a strong performer throughout undergrad and med school (honored most rotations, high board scores), being told I'm just average or performing as expected feels like a big blow. Should I be worried about these evaluations? Are residency evals just harsher/more honest than med school evals? If it matters, I'm not planning to do fellowship or academia. Any insight is appreciated.