i feel you man.
i don't think the others here are hating. they were just lucky enough to love the gas experience enough to not sweat it, and maybe don't understand our fears...i'm happy for them. i matched in gas, i'm an intern now, and i *still* worry about this everyday. right now, everything is new to me, and i get a rush when the attending leaves me alone in the room for a couple of minutes (as an intern doing a gas elective), but what about when all is second nature? also, i go to the bathroom if i have to pee, i don't hold it. i get coffee when i'm tired, i go to the vending machine if i'm hungry. when i'm on my own, and can't do this, it may really, really suck, i have no idea.
also, for the students that hop around from case to case, that's not such a bad thing if the person you are with is *not* talking you through how to critically analyze minute-to-minute changes and asking you what YOU want to do, then letting you get hands on and do it. i find time spent in a simulator (btw, body sim is pretty cool, google it) is better to help me learn than a case with an attending who's rushed and not letting me make decisions, do things.
i disagree with the metaphor about not liking being on the field but liking baseball...there are so many different "fields" in gas; i often dream about being in laid back ortho cases talking sports with the bone doctors and their assistants, listening to good music on the OR cd player (net radio more often in my hospital). i think it may be cool to be a lounge lizard at an academic center where the residents are fun to teach, joke around with...catching sportscenter in the lounge, reading the paper, theonion.com, shooting the sh&*,etc to break up the boredom (if i get bored with it). working only four days a week may also make the boring parts easier to deal with and feel like less of a sentence. and i'm hoping that if one desires, you could find yourself in a practice situation where you are doing cases that let you read books/magazines the whole time.
i often reflect that in most fields as a med student, you do the crap work where everyone else does the cool stuff (ie, surgery clerkship). gas is the opposite. for that reason it's tough to know that you can deal with the crap. i would put forth the perspective that in people who are having problems making up their minds about specialties, at its most base level, gas is certainly the lesser of many evils that most students can get into (derm, rad onc, rads are innaccessible to most). in that case, where everything is a big ?, lifestyle and reimbursement and not being in the clinic may be good reasons to pick the field...it's better to do gas then switch to medicine then the other way around.
again, not everyone is fortunate enough to fall head over heels in love with the field. some people may use it as a back up for derm or rads and have to grow to love the field, whereas others could barely get into the field so psychologically it means more to them. in some ways, it's like an arranged marriage. would *all* the people who say they love gas so much have gone into derm or plastic surgery in california if they had "that uncle" that was willing to hook them up?
my $.01. as always, i hope if people with more experience disagree with my perspectives, please enlighten me, i am always a fan of seeing the new light.
especially, if any residents are now feeling claustrophobic about being stuck in the room, feel "trapped" in a way that affects their mental well being or bladder functionality, please share your thoughts!