Hey Guys! I've been a lurker of the post-bacc's thread for a while, since last year, this is my first post in the forums overall
..and finding this specific thread definitely gives me some hope. My stat's aren't as good as all of yours, believe me, y'all look good compared to me...a lot of things happened to me in the course of my undergraduate career and life that affected my gpa...
Starting with the death of my mom right as I was starting my undergraduate studies...I was there when she died.. to being dismissed by the university ( due to depression, my GPA went down the drain my freshman year), having to withdraw from same said university because they wouldn't offer me aid ( appealed, won the appeal, eventually did graduate to get my bachelors), overcoming poverty after graduating college (my dad was out of work for a few months due to surgery, neither one of us was working because I couldn't work to be his primary caretake and still go to school..community college.. we had to make ends met with his disability paycheck and I had to sign up for foods tamps) AND...yes, there's more and's...I was recently diagnosed with a learning disability. My story is quite long, this was the most simplest and compact way I could put it.
Now these are my stats,my cumulative GPA including the community college coursework I have completed comes up to a 2.54. My science GPA I am hesitant to calculate, but I would average it at a ~2.0 (mostly C's and D's...again, freshman year was an awful year for me). I retook my Chem at at community college, got a B and C, took Calc at a community college and finally got a C ( after failing it 4 times). My recent diagnosis with a learning disability has cleared up a lot of things for me, and has shed light as to why I was failing so often in addition to my depression...and that's what makes me hopeful, now knowing of this learning disability I can learn how to properly study and ace these classes. The death of my mom is something I have learned to cope with, there's no such thing as getting over a parent's death, its coping and learning to live and move forward with your life after such event.
I have been told countless times that I should pursue another career, I've been told i'm not good enough for medicine, that I'm not strong enough, that my gpa, no matter how much i do will not be good enough...that i'm just not cut out to be a doctor. I've been rejected twice from the same post bacc program and willing to reapply one more time now that I know about my learning disability. I'm writing here to seek advice, what would you guys do? I keep being told to stop beating the bush, look for an alternate career. I know I would definitely be told that by some of the stuck-up-ihavegreatstatsknowitall jerks I have come across with, but I don't want to give up.
If you guys read through all this, you are awesome <3