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6 months into intern year at a 3 year EM program and I am filled with anxiety and stress before every shift with absolutely no motivation to continue. I feel like I haven't learned anything since July and I almost can't see myself ever being a successful attending. I want things to get better, but I just don't know what to do. I want to continue, but I just feel so depressed, unwanted, and isolated from my program. I think part of this feeling is because I'm at a program that wasn't the best fit for me and I hate that I'm still "grieving" since match day. Everyone I know is in another state. My co-residents are not really my friends. I have no one to get through this with. Friends at other programs seem to be having a relatively better time. I'm coming off a vacation and I just hate that this is my life and my job. Does it truly get better after intern year?