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M2 here, about 4 months out from Step 1 and feeling pretty crappy about myself at the moment. I was an above average performer during M1 and this year... well, I don't know what's happened to me. Laziness? Burn out? Brain strain? Whatever the cause, I've found it quite difficult to motivate myself and as a result, I've performed below average for basically all of M2. I've never been in danger of failing anything but have been in the 30-40th percentile this year, overall.
I know I could have done better this year and I feel guilty about my performance, but it is what it is and I want to move forward from here. I'd like to get into a decent internal med residency if I can, because I'm interested cardiology. So I'd say I'm aiming for an average step 1 score, at least (230s). 240s would be awesome, but I don't know if I should even let myself dream about that.
What I'd like to know is:
1) Is 230s an achievable goal? I have 2.5 months of concurrent studying with classes and 6 weeks of dedicated prep-time before my test date. I haven't really done much studying up to this point. I've gone through about 3/4 of Pathoma and I look at First Aid intermittently along with classes, but I didn't always do FA with every block and I didn't annotate anything into FA yet
2) Anyone ever been in my situation? I feel like an absolute idiot right now - both for getting so burned out this year and because I just feel like there are so many blocks that I didn't learn as well as I should have. I don't know if these are ok feelings to have before step 1.
3) I know everyone's different but if anyone's got any specific study advice they feel is pertinent to my situation, let me have it!
Really appreciate any pearls of wisdom from you all.
I know I could have done better this year and I feel guilty about my performance, but it is what it is and I want to move forward from here. I'd like to get into a decent internal med residency if I can, because I'm interested cardiology. So I'd say I'm aiming for an average step 1 score, at least (230s). 240s would be awesome, but I don't know if I should even let myself dream about that.
What I'd like to know is:
1) Is 230s an achievable goal? I have 2.5 months of concurrent studying with classes and 6 weeks of dedicated prep-time before my test date. I haven't really done much studying up to this point. I've gone through about 3/4 of Pathoma and I look at First Aid intermittently along with classes, but I didn't always do FA with every block and I didn't annotate anything into FA yet
2) Anyone ever been in my situation? I feel like an absolute idiot right now - both for getting so burned out this year and because I just feel like there are so many blocks that I didn't learn as well as I should have. I don't know if these are ok feelings to have before step 1.
3) I know everyone's different but if anyone's got any specific study advice they feel is pertinent to my situation, let me have it!
Really appreciate any pearls of wisdom from you all.