Worried I cant hack it (literally)... my hand skills seem to be awful. I am a D1 in my first semester and I have not done well on either of my first two waxing practicals. And the teeth I had to wax were not even hard ones... #8 and #7, I failed the first one (narrowly but still a fail) and second one is pending. Also we do Class I and Class II preps just to practice... It is like a 1 credit class just to practice using a handpiece. Essentially everyone passes this course but I do not think I will or at least have my doubts. After a few sessions I still cannot shape the prep even close to correct on #19 and have not come anywhere near producing a prep that could be deemed clinically acceptable. Other people in my class are struggling with the cavity preps also as we are first years who have never had to do this sort of thing before, but I struggle more than anyone I have seen in my class
My question: Should I drop out after semester one even if I pass ? Save the money and enter a field I can excel in? If I cannot pass or can barely pass basic waxing and cavity preps I feel like I will at some point fail some lab courses and may be better off dropping now to save myself the money, time, effort, pain etc.
Academically I am doing fine, I am quite smart and have no issue passing any sort of didactic exam, they are in most cases easier than undergrad exams. It is the hand skills that for some reason escape me. I have always thought I had good hands, played sports (and done quite well) worked in labs, etc.
Need the opinion of some people who may have been in my spot before. I know everyone improves, and the "light bulb" goes off for different people at different times, but if I am struggling this much with simple waxing and handpiece maneuvering I am starting to think I will struggle to ever be a good student, pass the boards and be a competent dentist.
Please be honest in your assessment of my situation. Do not sugarcoat if you think I should get out, I am a realist and can understand that some people just do not have what it takes, I just hope I am not one of those people lol.
One last thing I should add in: I am improving at waxing but still behind the majority of students in the class, I am working hard on my waxing, have come in outside of class, waxed at home, seeked instruction from students who are "naturals," taken tips from D2s and D3s.... so effort is not the problem, just wondering if I will eventually get better or if I am a lost cause
Thanks for your input!