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Hey y’all, long post incoming.
3 rotations into third year and it’s about time for a weird crisis of identity and slowly brewing panic about which specialty I want to go into and how to prepare. Obviously I don’t tolerate long term uncertainty very well.
I’ve always been interested in psych. I majored in psychology in undergrad and the mental and social elements of wellness along with all the theories are things I can geek out about endlessly. I’m really fascinated by it. However, I’m not sure how much I will like the field in practice. A few of the mentally ill patients I’ve encountered in my primary care rotations have been interesting but one case was less fascinating and more unsettling. I didn’t want to spend any more time with this non-verbal, self-soiling patient than I needed to and it occurred to me that a case like that could be bread and butter for psych in many settings. I have a good amount of personal experience of how mental illness can affect people within my family and I would loving having a part of people living happier more rewarding lives. So I’m unsure.
Some things I’ve learned:
- I don’t like primary care. It feels like managing decay.
- I don’t like adult medicine. Vaguely numb feet and playing with numbers and telling people for the 500th time to stop X unhealthy behavior is not compelling
- A lot of basic medicine isn’t compelling work. Memorizing lab value ranges and guidelines and adjusting meds based on small number changes gives me a headache.
- Kids are way more interesting than adults and I loved my peds rotation but I don’t find them cute and I don’t think I can keep the warm and jolly thing going very long. I do really care about children though and want to help them. I’m not sure if my demeanor is quite right for it though.
- Procedures are ok but not something I would need to do
- I think I’d enjoy being a consultant more than someone who refers out
- I don’t think I’d want surgery at all
Also board scores are a consideration. I’m a DO with 210-215 and 500-515 on boards so not every door is wide open.
Thanks for reading and I’d love some honest input!
3 rotations into third year and it’s about time for a weird crisis of identity and slowly brewing panic about which specialty I want to go into and how to prepare. Obviously I don’t tolerate long term uncertainty very well.
I’ve always been interested in psych. I majored in psychology in undergrad and the mental and social elements of wellness along with all the theories are things I can geek out about endlessly. I’m really fascinated by it. However, I’m not sure how much I will like the field in practice. A few of the mentally ill patients I’ve encountered in my primary care rotations have been interesting but one case was less fascinating and more unsettling. I didn’t want to spend any more time with this non-verbal, self-soiling patient than I needed to and it occurred to me that a case like that could be bread and butter for psych in many settings. I have a good amount of personal experience of how mental illness can affect people within my family and I would loving having a part of people living happier more rewarding lives. So I’m unsure.
Some things I’ve learned:
- I don’t like primary care. It feels like managing decay.
- I don’t like adult medicine. Vaguely numb feet and playing with numbers and telling people for the 500th time to stop X unhealthy behavior is not compelling
- A lot of basic medicine isn’t compelling work. Memorizing lab value ranges and guidelines and adjusting meds based on small number changes gives me a headache.
- Kids are way more interesting than adults and I loved my peds rotation but I don’t find them cute and I don’t think I can keep the warm and jolly thing going very long. I do really care about children though and want to help them. I’m not sure if my demeanor is quite right for it though.
- Procedures are ok but not something I would need to do
- I think I’d enjoy being a consultant more than someone who refers out
- I don’t think I’d want surgery at all
Also board scores are a consideration. I’m a DO with 210-215 and 500-515 on boards so not every door is wide open.
Thanks for reading and I’d love some honest input!
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