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I have combed through threads looking for someone who has also considered declining the scholarship, but I can't find anything. Here's my dilemma:
1. Applied to NHSC thinking I would never get it, so I never expected to make this decision
2. I'm only one month into medical school, and while I have always leaned toward Ob/gyn or FM with a women's health focus, it feels shortsighted to commit to a speciality with zero experience in most fields.
3. While the debt I would rack up in medical school is 6 figures, options do exist to help (PAYE) and a loan payment each month is something physician (I think) can swing.
4. Lastly, I feel as though this scholarship should go to someone who truly wants to go wherever help is needed most, regardless of the location. Last year graduating residents had to go somewhere with a high-need score of 17 or higher, which really really limits the options, at least in my home state.
Any thoughts?
1. Applied to NHSC thinking I would never get it, so I never expected to make this decision
2. I'm only one month into medical school, and while I have always leaned toward Ob/gyn or FM with a women's health focus, it feels shortsighted to commit to a speciality with zero experience in most fields.
3. While the debt I would rack up in medical school is 6 figures, options do exist to help (PAYE) and a loan payment each month is something physician (I think) can swing.
4. Lastly, I feel as though this scholarship should go to someone who truly wants to go wherever help is needed most, regardless of the location. Last year graduating residents had to go somewhere with a high-need score of 17 or higher, which really really limits the options, at least in my home state.
Any thoughts?