I don't think you understand the level of effort I put into securing a good science faculty letter

. I tried my hardest in nearly every class, but the best I could get was a mere surface connection. In my Genetics class, for example, I went to Dr. X's office hours *every* Tuesday and Thursday. Every. Single. Week...along with 15 other students. I was quite friendly and not at all shy during office hours, demonstrated the ability to ask good questions, etc., and ended up doing very well in the class. Still, there is very little human-to-human connection in office hours for large classes, and when I asked for a rec letter, he said, "Sure. The letter will be supportive but brief." (Didn't end up using it, of course; I know how to read the signs.) I won't go into detail here, but I exercised a stunning amount of resourcefulness and craftiness in eventually getting the letters that I did. But that merely ensured that the letters weren't extremely weak, like they would have been. It didn't make them strong.
I hope this doesn't come across as aggressive,
@Goro!

It's just that it upsets me to think that the level of effort and thoughtfulness I put into securing the letters that I got is dismissed as lack of "initiative."