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Long story short, I got written up for smoking weed with my suite mates for the first time. No one actually caught me smoking and didn't find any weed, but RA smelled it outside the room and called the police.
I admitted that I took one hit, which was true, because I was scared s***less and didn't wanna lie.
Had my hearing today, but I will probably end up getting 1 year of disciplinary warning (1 year probation is for possessing it and /or getting caught for the 2nd time).
How much will this impact my application, and am I screwed? (I already know the answer to this.)
I won't be giving up my goal because of this one impulsive mistake I made. But I can't help but to feel depressed and hopeless. I see no direction in my life anymore. Adcombs will probably throw my app away before even reading it, considering the relatively low GPA I have.
I still try hard in school, but I can't find the motivation anymore. I keep trying to think positive, that I could possibly turn things around by getting good GPAs from now on. But I am honestly losing motivation, and can't find any positivity around me.
Days go by just as casual. When friends laugh at things, I would laugh with them. But I know deep inside I don't find it funny at all. I can't relate anymore. I've never felt this solitary before, and this probably is a form of depression. But what can I do? What's done is done.
They'll probably go light up another joint tonight, feeling lucky that they aren't in my shoe.
Am I remorseful for having to try weed? You know my response to that.
If I get flat-out rejected by the time I applied to dental schools, please don't attempt to find me. I'll be gone for a good cause.
I admitted that I took one hit, which was true, because I was scared s***less and didn't wanna lie.
Had my hearing today, but I will probably end up getting 1 year of disciplinary warning (1 year probation is for possessing it and /or getting caught for the 2nd time).
How much will this impact my application, and am I screwed? (I already know the answer to this.)
I won't be giving up my goal because of this one impulsive mistake I made. But I can't help but to feel depressed and hopeless. I see no direction in my life anymore. Adcombs will probably throw my app away before even reading it, considering the relatively low GPA I have.
I still try hard in school, but I can't find the motivation anymore. I keep trying to think positive, that I could possibly turn things around by getting good GPAs from now on. But I am honestly losing motivation, and can't find any positivity around me.
Days go by just as casual. When friends laugh at things, I would laugh with them. But I know deep inside I don't find it funny at all. I can't relate anymore. I've never felt this solitary before, and this probably is a form of depression. But what can I do? What's done is done.
They'll probably go light up another joint tonight, feeling lucky that they aren't in my shoe.
Am I remorseful for having to try weed? You know my response to that.
If I get flat-out rejected by the time I applied to dental schools, please don't attempt to find me. I'll be gone for a good cause.