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I was involved with a case a few weeks ago. Dont want to give too many details because the outcome was not good. Shortly, this was a middle aged man with a minimally symptomatic major vascular disease. This person was an alcoholic and right off the bat I just felt some bad vibes picking him up from the holding area. He was extremely pleasant and we joked around but, I just had this feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Get back to the OR, induce without any problems. Lines go in without difficulty. Surgeons start. Upon opening they get into some difficulty and end up having a complication rupture of a non-vital organ. Surgeon decides he doesnt want to go on with the case. I agree totally and we have a short discussion about doctors intuition and how we are usually right about feelings. About two hours later, changes his mind. I can understand his change of heart since they had made a HUGE whopping incision and at that point were not able to save the non-vital organ. Asks me what I think. I tell him I dont think the patient is totally stable since we intermittently had him on pressors and urine output was so so but we were resuscitating him. My attending thinks the patient will be fine. We proceed. I end up getting relieved because Im pre-call. And from what I hear after my departure the case went to total s**t. The pt was given 40+ units of products with massive bleeding. Went into DIC and ended up dying in the SICU early the next morning.
I was devastated when I heard this and felt really guilty because we, the surgeon and myself, both had the feeling. Ive had this same feeling before in the MICU when I knew the patient was going to do poorly but, never with a surgical patient. Just wanted to hear if anyone else has experienced this.
Get back to the OR, induce without any problems. Lines go in without difficulty. Surgeons start. Upon opening they get into some difficulty and end up having a complication rupture of a non-vital organ. Surgeon decides he doesnt want to go on with the case. I agree totally and we have a short discussion about doctors intuition and how we are usually right about feelings. About two hours later, changes his mind. I can understand his change of heart since they had made a HUGE whopping incision and at that point were not able to save the non-vital organ. Asks me what I think. I tell him I dont think the patient is totally stable since we intermittently had him on pressors and urine output was so so but we were resuscitating him. My attending thinks the patient will be fine. We proceed. I end up getting relieved because Im pre-call. And from what I hear after my departure the case went to total s**t. The pt was given 40+ units of products with massive bleeding. Went into DIC and ended up dying in the SICU early the next morning.
I was devastated when I heard this and felt really guilty because we, the surgeon and myself, both had the feeling. Ive had this same feeling before in the MICU when I knew the patient was going to do poorly but, never with a surgical patient. Just wanted to hear if anyone else has experienced this.