"Reeftiger, you mentioned going to meetings. Are you talking about NA? And if so, do you plan to keep going for the rest of your career? Can you tell us more about what you view as being the role of groups like NA?
My personal belief is that addicts can stay clean if they really have the desire to do so and if they put safeguards in place to help prevent themselves from relapsing (such as what you described with being voluntarily screened). However, the danger of relapse will always be there for the rest of your life, and you will always need to be on guard against it. I guess what I'm really trying to ask is what long-term safeguards you have to protect yourself after you complete residency. As others have already said, I wish you the best with your recovery. "
I personally go to AA meetings for various reasons. I will not go to them for the rest of my career, but for the rest of my life. There are many roles for the meetings. First, it is a place where people are able to speak about anything they want and are not judged for past mistakes or what they say. Sure individuals may judge, but if so they should work on their own sobriety.
One of the most important reasons is to help people who are new to AA/NA and are trying to get sober. The best way to stay sober is to help other alcoholics/addicts. It also serves as a reminder of who you are, and what things used to be like for you. You are also able to see monumental turnarounds and changes in people as their sober time increases. The good things always, always, always come to those who follow the 12 step program to the best of their ability.
Another reason to go is to document that you are doing what needs to be done to maintain sobriety. These documents can be stored in a file for insurance companies, program directors, medical directors of physician health programs, and/or medical boards.
The funny thing about meetings is that the 12 step program can actually help anyone alive with problems they have. It is a spiritual based program that is hard to explain. If there is one thing I could recommend to anyone with any problem, not just etoh/drugs, would be to follow a 12 step program.
Glen, I understand what you're saying. Noy, same to you. I have never lied to anyone about my use. I wanted to be sober and was willing to do whatever it took before I went to rehab. I did everything in my own power to stop, but once the cycle is going you can't get off. A lot of people go to treatment after intervention/getting caught. There is a large majority of time spent trying to accept/admit to themselves they have a problem. This was not the case for me.
Nothing in life is absolute. If this were the case then the ASA, and ACGME would have a policy stating that residents would not be allowed to return to residency. Although it is easy for me to say because I am back, I still feel the LARGE majority of providers should not return to anesthesia.
How to decide who is not something I'm qualified to do. There are those who are, and I put my trust in them. I stick with my earlier post when I say that not all treatment centers are the same.
As for people worried about me being safe from myself or me dying-don't. The life I was living was worse than death. Not trying to sound overconfident although I probably do, but I am well aware what lies in store for me if I were to completely change my personality and use again. Life is good, no reason to end it now when it's only just begun.