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I really messed up. I've been going through a lot over the last year (personal mental health stuff, changes in medication, other life stuff), and I just haven't been a very good RA. I know it's no excuse but its just part of the explanation. Either way, I've been making mistakes with the protocol a bit, trouble with staying on task....and I've been rejected from doing an honor's thesis in the lab during my senior year. I've essentially been let go. If I even want to remain at the lab, I'd have to go through a whole remediation process, and that might not even get anywhere. Even if I did that, there's not a huge chance that she'd end up changing how they feel about me. Given that I'm more clinically inclined anyway, my current plan is to not return to the lab and pursue my school's clinical practicum course instead.
However, I've spent two years at this lab. While I've had 2 other research internships, they've all been short and this one was my big resume builder. Now, I don't have this lab/ PI as a recommendation, which I REALLY needed for my graduate school applications.
What do you do when your biggest research supervisor will no longer recommend you? Am I now screwed for doctoral pursuits?
However, I've spent two years at this lab. While I've had 2 other research internships, they've all been short and this one was my big resume builder. Now, I don't have this lab/ PI as a recommendation, which I REALLY needed for my graduate school applications.
What do you do when your biggest research supervisor will no longer recommend you? Am I now screwed for doctoral pursuits?