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Possibly. If I were you, I'd seek help from a professional counselor immediately. You may also want to consider starting a regimen of psychotropic drugs-- preferrably from the antipsychotic class. There may also be a "popped collars anonymous" support group you could attend on a weekly basis; just remember that you have to keep attending them in order to stay clean. Good luck man!