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A little background: I wanted to do EM since before medical school, "liked everything," worked as a scribe, did the EMT thing, etc. Was 100% confident EM was for me. Toyed briefly with surgery and very very briefly with med-peds (ha) and applied for residency in 3rd year. In early 4th year I did my first ICU rotation and really liked it. I ended up going to an EM residency with a strong EM/CCM presence.
Long story short, realized a lot of the things I liked about EM (taking care of sick patients, broad knowledge of medicine, procedures, etc.) were present in ICU without the constant dredge of complaints that shouldn't even be in the hospital. I really enjoyed where I trained - we took pride in holding the sick patients downstairs, intervening to change their course/stave off an intubation, and getting any procedures done and delivering them to the ICU/floors in a wrapped-up package. But that's just not generally EM in the real world, and even in residency after you were done in the sick patient's room now you had several back-hall patients to go slog through and discharge that had built up while you were in there. For that and other reasons, I started getting some "buyer's remorse" for EM. Also, all we ever hear about is how the market is getting worse, pay is getting worse, conditions are getting worse, etc.
So I applied for CCM. I thought about other potential outs, including pain. But I really do enjoy medicine and taking care of sick patients. At that point, I was married and we had kids, so we prioritized getting close to home and I only applied to a few programs. Got into one near home (so my wife had some support/extra hands with the kids) and it was a brutal two years (really the first year, second year was more manageable). It was a bit of a change going from an easy third year EM chief schedule to routine 70-80 hour weeks. But the pace was different, more predictable, and you usually get lunch.
I graduated this past summer and took a job a few months ago in a small community teaching hospital with small IM/FM residency programs. Schedule is week on/week off. Week on you are on 24/7, there during the day and home at night- sometimes fielding phone calls, rarely have to go in, NP in house to take care of the silly things. Home for dinner essentially every night and can leave whenever work is done (went home early yesterday afternoon and watched a TV show with my wife) and show up in the mornings whenever it makes sense based on the current acuity level. Pay is not the best in CCM but pretty good - MGMA median for my area, which is north of mid-400s. Average census is 4-6 patients and we have good step-down unit that will take most of the softer stuff. Once I'm done, I sign a patient out and the hospitalists take over before they even physically move out of ICU. Acuity is decent with lots of bread-and-butter critical care problems, and none of the tertiary/quaternary care center disasters that aren't really there to see you anyways. Get to work with residents (although for the once that aren't interested in ICU we'll do some quick teaching then I'll kick them out after rounds or any procedures they want to take a stab at to go enjoy their afternoon). And the weeks off are fantastic.
I'm new at this and probably in the honeymoon phase to some degree, but am incredibly happy I did a fellowship. I think EM provides a great foundation for CCM. My job isn't perfect, but it checks most of the boxes I was hoping for and I like it (and I think if you fixate on finding the "perfect" job you'll find yourself frustrated pretty quickly). With CCM, I have some control over who I see (can refuse an admit if I think it's dumb, or transfer out a patient for the rest of their social issues to be addressed once their ICU needs are over), have a good working relationship with the rest of the hospital (rather than just giving people work whenever I call them), get do some occasional cool things and have more time to develop a relationship with patients (which, in a smaller town/hospital actually can be quite enjoyable).
EM has the potential, in the right practice environment and with a supportive group/hospital, to be a great field. I think there are unfortunately many things (obviously) wrong with the current widespread practice of EM and what's rewarded/tracked/etc. and what's not. And critical care is not impervious to a lot of those forces/private equity/etc. It's not a world of roses and sunshine over here - I don't think anywhere in medicine is perfect - but for me it's been a great fit and there are lots of different practice environments in CCM depending on what you want to do/not do or what kind of patients you want to take care of.
But if you are thinking about making the switch - it's not a small thing to get through fellowship, but I'm glad I did it. If it makes sense for your situation and interests... do it.
Long story short, realized a lot of the things I liked about EM (taking care of sick patients, broad knowledge of medicine, procedures, etc.) were present in ICU without the constant dredge of complaints that shouldn't even be in the hospital. I really enjoyed where I trained - we took pride in holding the sick patients downstairs, intervening to change their course/stave off an intubation, and getting any procedures done and delivering them to the ICU/floors in a wrapped-up package. But that's just not generally EM in the real world, and even in residency after you were done in the sick patient's room now you had several back-hall patients to go slog through and discharge that had built up while you were in there. For that and other reasons, I started getting some "buyer's remorse" for EM. Also, all we ever hear about is how the market is getting worse, pay is getting worse, conditions are getting worse, etc.
So I applied for CCM. I thought about other potential outs, including pain. But I really do enjoy medicine and taking care of sick patients. At that point, I was married and we had kids, so we prioritized getting close to home and I only applied to a few programs. Got into one near home (so my wife had some support/extra hands with the kids) and it was a brutal two years (really the first year, second year was more manageable). It was a bit of a change going from an easy third year EM chief schedule to routine 70-80 hour weeks. But the pace was different, more predictable, and you usually get lunch.
I graduated this past summer and took a job a few months ago in a small community teaching hospital with small IM/FM residency programs. Schedule is week on/week off. Week on you are on 24/7, there during the day and home at night- sometimes fielding phone calls, rarely have to go in, NP in house to take care of the silly things. Home for dinner essentially every night and can leave whenever work is done (went home early yesterday afternoon and watched a TV show with my wife) and show up in the mornings whenever it makes sense based on the current acuity level. Pay is not the best in CCM but pretty good - MGMA median for my area, which is north of mid-400s. Average census is 4-6 patients and we have good step-down unit that will take most of the softer stuff. Once I'm done, I sign a patient out and the hospitalists take over before they even physically move out of ICU. Acuity is decent with lots of bread-and-butter critical care problems, and none of the tertiary/quaternary care center disasters that aren't really there to see you anyways. Get to work with residents (although for the once that aren't interested in ICU we'll do some quick teaching then I'll kick them out after rounds or any procedures they want to take a stab at to go enjoy their afternoon). And the weeks off are fantastic.
I'm new at this and probably in the honeymoon phase to some degree, but am incredibly happy I did a fellowship. I think EM provides a great foundation for CCM. My job isn't perfect, but it checks most of the boxes I was hoping for and I like it (and I think if you fixate on finding the "perfect" job you'll find yourself frustrated pretty quickly). With CCM, I have some control over who I see (can refuse an admit if I think it's dumb, or transfer out a patient for the rest of their social issues to be addressed once their ICU needs are over), have a good working relationship with the rest of the hospital (rather than just giving people work whenever I call them), get do some occasional cool things and have more time to develop a relationship with patients (which, in a smaller town/hospital actually can be quite enjoyable).
EM has the potential, in the right practice environment and with a supportive group/hospital, to be a great field. I think there are unfortunately many things (obviously) wrong with the current widespread practice of EM and what's rewarded/tracked/etc. and what's not. And critical care is not impervious to a lot of those forces/private equity/etc. It's not a world of roses and sunshine over here - I don't think anywhere in medicine is perfect - but for me it's been a great fit and there are lots of different practice environments in CCM depending on what you want to do/not do or what kind of patients you want to take care of.
But if you are thinking about making the switch - it's not a small thing to get through fellowship, but I'm glad I did it. If it makes sense for your situation and interests... do it.