riceman04 said:
When was the last time you had math?
I think that you should not cut yourself some slack but rather realized that it may take you longer to understand some mathematical concepts...take that into consideration when you are studying and allocate extra time to understand the math.
good luck!
It has been a few years since I have taken math. However, I did do a pre-calc workshop this summer and I did fine with that except when it comes to the tests. The same thing this semester, I had a full page of notes and yet when the test was handed to me it was as if I had never seen the material before. All I had to do was take the info that was on my notes and apply it to the test but I was unable to. I wanted to throw up and run out the door but I didn't I stayed until the very end. I looked up and took a breath, I put down my pencil and closed my eyes and said to myself that I could do this. Working out the problems is not an issue, understanding the material is not an issue, studying is not an issue, it is the tests that when handed to me look like they are in Greek. I feel pressured when I am the last person sitting there taking the tests. I feel like there is something wrong with me when I am the last one there and everyone is done. I can have an intelligent conversation with someone regarding the material, I can even explain it to someone else and help them with it. I simply am unable to perform when the test is here. I don't want to be dyslexic, I am hoping it is simply test anxiety that makes me unable to perform.
I am not trying to take an easy way out of this, I want to be here. I want to be a forensic pathologist with all my heart and soul, I know that is the path for me and nothing else would satisfy me. So, if this means that I have to go back and take all the math classes over again then so be it. However, I truly do not feel it is a matter of setting aside the proper amount of study time. My time was well spent, my notes were handwritten both front and back and I spent a few hours going over all my homework and notes from the class. I reviewed the material and knew it before it was handed out and yet I still failed. I can't explain it but looking at my test after I got it back showed an inversion of many symbols which obviously wrecked havoc with my score. My last quiz the teacher allowed me to sit outside alone and take as much time as I needed and my score went up. That shows something, it helps to provide evidence that I am able to perform these basic skills but am unable to perform them under stress.
Yes, I am fully aware being a doctor is a stressful situation. However, I would reconsider being a doctor if I did not feel that I would be able to perform. Also, since I am planning on being a forensic pathologist the most true stress I will ever be under would be when I am testifying in court. I know all about working the scenes, proper interviews, how to perform autopsies, grossing and all the other wonderful things that go along with that job. I just unfortunately am having a difficult time with math at this point.
Thanks!