No offense, but this is probably for the better. We don't need folks like you leading the charge that our profession needs or will need to make. That mindset gets us nowhere, and make no mistake your mindset pops up in every specialty, and indeed every profession. You can't let people such as yourself suck you in to their misery. Misery loves company.
What do you want to know, specifically? I joined a private group out of residency, try and work hard and do all the little things my mom told me to do (be on time, say 'please' and 'thank you', look people in the eye, know a funny joke or two, etc.), and enjoy doing it. Not hard, nor is it rocket science. I've developed a fruitful practice and am thankful I get to do what I do every day. There are obviously bumps in the road and bad days, as there is with anyone's practice.
Best of luck in your new place of practice.