it's so funny...i am one of those anti-spending-any-time-on-the-internet-people-because-i-have-way-better-things-to-do...normally, but ever since may 15 i've been glued to this damn website. occasionally i'll fool myself into thinking i've kicked the habit by swearing it off and leaving my comp for five minutes...then i come back on to see if i had any e-mails from the posts i subscribed to and it all starts again...i bet once we have some closure we'll get our lives back...i'm just gonna embrace my current patheticness (if that's really a word)