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I'd love advice, or just other people's point of view, or how people in a position similar to this have handled it. If I would not be happy as an internist for the rest of my life, or in gen-surg, should that be a red flag to me that I should consider not going into those fields with the hopes of getting into a fellowship?
I've gotten into a good ranked MD school with excellent match statistics. I've made mentors and am now published (yay!) with a funded summer research project to boot. I'm volunteering at my favorite places, I'm shadowing, networking, going on trips to conferences.. I'm doing all that I can.
But these mentors I've made who have gone through the process of obtaining a fellowship after IM, and have mentored people who recently have gone through the process, are telling me seriously how competitive some of these spots are/are becoming.. and when you crunch the numbers, it really is telling.
There are decisions I will need to make in the next 2-3 years that will be more difficult than what I'm about to discuss, and I get that. But I am at a bit of a cross-road, or I will be in a year. I will have 3 cancer related research projects finished by this time next year, and that was my goal heading into clinicals. But I don't know what I should do after that. It's honestly been a bit brutal to balance starting school and doing research right from the get-go, and that coupled with the advice I had gotten about how you actually have more free-time in didactics than in clinics is what led me to do multiple research projects right away despite that hardship.
I wonder if doing more cancer research will paint me into a corner, though. If I get through med school and have 6 different research projects all focused on cancer, and I end up liking Urology, ENT, Radiology, or hell even Cardiology, I will have to explain that discrepancy between my residency selection and research experience in an interview.. and that is one less thing a person who has done 4 years of Urology, ENT, or Radiology research will have to do.
In any case, the idea of running this race, just to run another one, only to lose out.. and be "stuck" as an internist has me concerned. And despite wanting to go into hem/onc, loving the shadowing and research I'm doing, and making great relationships with mentors related to it.. because I'm not allowing myself to go all in on it mentally until I've actually done all the rotations, I can see some very logical reasons why it would make sense to leverage my competitiveness to match into something I might like slightly less than hem/onc, just to forgo the struggle of the fellowship process. And as it stands, maybe it's because I'm a non-trad, but I could really see myself doing a lot of these specialties and having a good time doing it. I even wonder about oncological surgery, but there are difficulties in matching into that as well. And also something like radiation oncology despite all the red flags, or an oncological orthopedic fellowship but that'd be even more competitive.
I've gotten into a good ranked MD school with excellent match statistics. I've made mentors and am now published (yay!) with a funded summer research project to boot. I'm volunteering at my favorite places, I'm shadowing, networking, going on trips to conferences.. I'm doing all that I can.
But these mentors I've made who have gone through the process of obtaining a fellowship after IM, and have mentored people who recently have gone through the process, are telling me seriously how competitive some of these spots are/are becoming.. and when you crunch the numbers, it really is telling.
There are decisions I will need to make in the next 2-3 years that will be more difficult than what I'm about to discuss, and I get that. But I am at a bit of a cross-road, or I will be in a year. I will have 3 cancer related research projects finished by this time next year, and that was my goal heading into clinicals. But I don't know what I should do after that. It's honestly been a bit brutal to balance starting school and doing research right from the get-go, and that coupled with the advice I had gotten about how you actually have more free-time in didactics than in clinics is what led me to do multiple research projects right away despite that hardship.
I wonder if doing more cancer research will paint me into a corner, though. If I get through med school and have 6 different research projects all focused on cancer, and I end up liking Urology, ENT, Radiology, or hell even Cardiology, I will have to explain that discrepancy between my residency selection and research experience in an interview.. and that is one less thing a person who has done 4 years of Urology, ENT, or Radiology research will have to do.
In any case, the idea of running this race, just to run another one, only to lose out.. and be "stuck" as an internist has me concerned. And despite wanting to go into hem/onc, loving the shadowing and research I'm doing, and making great relationships with mentors related to it.. because I'm not allowing myself to go all in on it mentally until I've actually done all the rotations, I can see some very logical reasons why it would make sense to leverage my competitiveness to match into something I might like slightly less than hem/onc, just to forgo the struggle of the fellowship process. And as it stands, maybe it's because I'm a non-trad, but I could really see myself doing a lot of these specialties and having a good time doing it. I even wonder about oncological surgery, but there are difficulties in matching into that as well. And also something like radiation oncology despite all the red flags, or an oncological orthopedic fellowship but that'd be even more competitive.
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