I'm in my MS1 year and I have been doing okay so far, but I got a B+ in my first class ever this year, physiology. I haven't made a B since high school, so getting this grade has been a disappointment. I guess I thought I was better than what I am actually capable of. It's just frustrating because I feel like I could have done better in the class, but I got destroyed by the last test. I'm currently interested in ENT/plastics/ortho/ based on my exposure to the fields, and I feel like with this B+, I'm screwed in the future for AOA and getting into the specialty. I'm worried that this will somehow translate to a bad score on Step 1 and me being unable to do well during the MS3 year.
Yes, I know its early to decide on specialties, and I shouldn't freak out about grades, but I feel inadequate around my classmates. I'm not in the top quartile because there >25% of my class that regularly scores an A whereas I drift between As and Bs. Maybe I have some underlying ego issues, or maybe I'm just being the typical neurotic student, but I never really expected so many of my classmates to be so smart. It isn't a bad thing cause they'll make great colleagues in the future, but I wish I could hang with them at the level that they can perform at. I know that I could work harder, but even then I am worried that I will fall short.
I'm ranting a bit and maybe I need advice or just somewhere to vent. Has anyone else felt like this? Is there anything I can do to get over this?
Yes, I know its early to decide on specialties, and I shouldn't freak out about grades, but I feel inadequate around my classmates. I'm not in the top quartile because there >25% of my class that regularly scores an A whereas I drift between As and Bs. Maybe I have some underlying ego issues, or maybe I'm just being the typical neurotic student, but I never really expected so many of my classmates to be so smart. It isn't a bad thing cause they'll make great colleagues in the future, but I wish I could hang with them at the level that they can perform at. I know that I could work harder, but even then I am worried that I will fall short.
I'm ranting a bit and maybe I need advice or just somewhere to vent. Has anyone else felt like this? Is there anything I can do to get over this?