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I’m an M3 at a 1-year preclinical, so this year is Steps and sub-Is. I just took Step 1 last week, I feel okay about it (passed all my practice tests, didn’t feel awful leaving the exam but who knows). I’m now studying for Step 2, and it’s really kicking my butt. Despite already completing my core clerkships last year, I feel like I know literally nothing. I can barely tell you next steps, best treatment, disease course, really anything.
Despite getting Honors in everything except surgery, my clinical performance grades tended to be right at average or just below average. I think I’m good at knowing basic science facts, but I suck at the actual craft of medicine. I frequently got feedback that my differentials are limited and could be improved, which I really tried to work on throughout but I guess it was never enough. I still feel lost as heck.
I’m terrified I’ll be a Sub-I in a couple months and will get a patient and not know anything and go blank. I’m scared I’m going to be known as the dummy. I felt during core clerkships, attendings were impressed if I showed up and knew that crackles could mean heart failure. As a sub-I, I’m worried that won’t be enough and I’ll fail. In February I’ll be doing an elective in the field I plan to apply to, but based on how I’m doing on the topic on Step 2 UWorld right now I don’t even know if I can generate a reasonable differential.
I don’t know what I’m looking for. Advice? Maybe just a glimmer of hope?
Despite getting Honors in everything except surgery, my clinical performance grades tended to be right at average or just below average. I think I’m good at knowing basic science facts, but I suck at the actual craft of medicine. I frequently got feedback that my differentials are limited and could be improved, which I really tried to work on throughout but I guess it was never enough. I still feel lost as heck.
I’m terrified I’ll be a Sub-I in a couple months and will get a patient and not know anything and go blank. I’m scared I’m going to be known as the dummy. I felt during core clerkships, attendings were impressed if I showed up and knew that crackles could mean heart failure. As a sub-I, I’m worried that won’t be enough and I’ll fail. In February I’ll be doing an elective in the field I plan to apply to, but based on how I’m doing on the topic on Step 2 UWorld right now I don’t even know if I can generate a reasonable differential.
I don’t know what I’m looking for. Advice? Maybe just a glimmer of hope?