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Sounds like you could use some anxiolytics and possibly an antidepressant. Sorry it didn't work out. Maybe it was just the place you ended up at?No more.
I threw my diploma, license, my reference materials, gown, and cap into a dumpster today.
I am officially done being a pharmacist. I am so sick of all the stress and liability that goes along with it. This whole profession is awful. I hope that all the patients get their right meds, but I am not going to ruin my whole life working 14+ hour days to do it.
I graduated in 2012 and I have been miserable ever since. I did not work while I was in pharmacy school and that was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. I thought I was going to do a residency, but that didn't pan out. If I would have done a little research, I could have avoided this career completely.
I am not fast enough at my job. I have OCD, which makes the whole filling process 1000x more stressful for me. Then I go home and hope that I didn't kill someone or break some law that will send me to prison. F that.
Now I'm working as a cook in a restaurant making 15/hr and I'm going to go to school in the fall and leave this whole profession behind me.
I've wasted 10 years of my life doing this, along with a ton of money, and I'm unbelievably depressed about it. I just want a chance to start over and do something where I don't feel completely awful at the end of the day.
No more.
I threw my diploma, license, my reference materials, gown, and cap into a dumpster today.
I am officially done being a pharmacist. I am so sick of all the stress and liability that goes along with it. This whole profession is awful. I hope that all the patients get their right meds, but I am not going to ruin my whole life working 14+ hour days to do it.
I graduated in 2012 and I have been miserable ever since. I did not work while I was in pharmacy school and that was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. I thought I was going to do a residency, but that didn't pan out. If I would have done a little research, I could have avoided this career completely.
I am not fast enough at my job. I have OCD, which makes the whole filling process 1000x more stressful for me. Then I go home and hope that I didn't kill someone or break some law that will send me to prison. F that.
Now I'm working as a cook in a restaurant making 15/hr and I'm going to go to school in the fall and leave this whole profession behind me.
I've wasted 10 years of my life doing this, along with a ton of money, and I'm unbelievably depressed about it. I just want a chance to start over and do something where I don't feel completely awful at the end of the day.
I really hope you get help and that it all works out. Sorry that pharmacy didn't work out for you. Being a cook isn't going to be much better, let me tell you that. People will get pissed if you give them the wrong medication, but they'll kill you if they get the wrong food or if it doesn't have enough salt, or if it tastes bad or if its slightly burnt, etc. You think being an RPH is stressful?
People don't realize that our job is NOT THAT BAD compared to other professions. The biggest scam in the universe was us convincing employers that we are worth $130,000 a year. What in God's name do we do to justify that? In the past, with written prescriptions, it was an art and I understood it. Every script was written with terrible handwriting, and we deciphered it. Now, most if not all scripts are electronic. ALL THE INFO PRE-POPULATES INTO THE COMPUTER SYSTEM. It's mind boggling how people can still complain about our jobs. ...
No more.
I threw my diploma, license, my reference materials, gown, and cap into a dumpster today.
I am officially done being a pharmacist. I am so sick of all the stress and liability that goes along with it. This whole profession is awful. I hope that all the patients get their right meds, but I am not going to ruin my whole life working 14+ hour days to do it.
I graduated in 2012 and I have been miserable ever since. I did not work while I was in pharmacy school and that was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. I thought I was going to do a residency, but that didn't pan out. If I would have done a little research, I could have avoided this career completely.
I am not fast enough at my job. I have OCD, which makes the whole filling process 1000x more stressful for me. Then I go home and hope that I didn't kill someone or break some law that will send me to prison. F that.
Now I'm working as a cook in a restaurant making 15/hr and I'm going to go to school in the fall and leave this whole profession behind me.
I've wasted 10 years of my life doing this, along with a ton of money, and I'm unbelievably depressed about it. I just want a chance to start over and do something where I don't feel completely awful at the end of the day.
It's important for people reading this thread and students in pre-pharm to understand that OP has mental issues that needs to be sorted out. He/she is the exception, not the norm. Speed in pharmacy has to do with how fast your brain works and reads. If you can read quickly, you can verify a prescription quickly. I can verify a prescription accurately in about 5 seconds. I'm not bragging, just saying that if you have OCD like the OP does, or if you really can't read quickly, then this profession isn't for you.
I really hope you get help and that it all works out. Sorry that pharmacy didn't work out for you. Being a cook isn't going to be much better, let me tell you that. People will get pissed if you give them the wrong medication, but they'll kill you if they get the wrong food or if it doesn't have enough salt, or if it tastes bad or if its slightly burnt, etc. You think being an RPH is stressful?
People don't realize that our job is NOT THAT BAD compared to other professions. The biggest scam in the universe was us convincing employers that we are worth $130,000 a year. What in God's name do we do to justify that? In the past, with written prescriptions, it was an art and I understood it. Every script was written with terrible handwriting, and we deciphered it. Now, most if not all scripts are electronic. ALL THE INFO PRE-POPULATES INTO THE COMPUTER SYSTEM. It's mind boggling how people can still complain about our jobs. CVS wants us to call patients to tell them not to waste a trip to the pharmacy because their Belsomra isn't covered by insurance, and they track the calls to see if we're actually calling because if they didn't, you would have legions of techs and pharmacists who just would not call patients. And that pisses you guys off so much that you call us dogs and lab rats.
But yeah, OP, this isn't an attack on you personally. I truly do hope you get the help you need.
lol I would really like to meet you in person man.It's important for people reading this thread and students in pre-pharm to understand that OP has mental issues that needs to be sorted out. He/she is the exception, not the norm. Speed in pharmacy has to do with how fast your brain works and reads. If you can read quickly, you can verify a prescription quickly. I can verify a prescription accurately in about 5 seconds. I'm not bragging, just saying that if you have OCD like the OP does, or if you really can't read quickly, then this profession isn't for you.
I really hope you get help and that it all works out. Sorry that pharmacy didn't work out for you. Being a cook isn't going to be much better, let me tell you that. People will get pissed if you give them the wrong medication, but they'll kill you if they get the wrong food or if it doesn't have enough salt, or if it tastes bad or if its slightly burnt, etc. You think being an RPH is stressful?
People don't realize that our job is NOT THAT BAD compared to other professions. The biggest scam in the universe was us convincing employers that we are worth $130,000 a year. What in God's name do we do to justify that? In the past, with written prescriptions, it was an art and I understood it. Every script was written with terrible handwriting, and we deciphered it. Now, most if not all scripts are electronic. ALL THE INFO PRE-POPULATES INTO THE COMPUTER SYSTEM. It's mind boggling how people can still complain about our jobs. CVS wants us to call patients to tell them not to waste a trip to the pharmacy because their Belsomra isn't covered by insurance, and they track the calls to see if we're actually calling because if they didn't, you would have legions of techs and pharmacists who just would not call patients. And that pisses you guys off so much that you call us dogs and lab rats.
But yeah, OP, this isn't an attack on you personally. I truly do hope you get the help you need.
It's important for people reading this thread and students in pre-pharm to understand that OP has mental issues that needs to be sorted out. He/she is the exception, not the norm. Speed in pharmacy has to do with how fast your brain works and reads. If you can read quickly, you can verify a prescription quickly. I can verify a prescription accurately in about 5 seconds. I'm not bragging, just saying that if you have OCD like the OP does, or if you really can't read quickly, then this profession isn't for you.
Verify a script in 5 seconds. Nope it is impossible.the computer is too slow for that.
Do you know my ex wife?I think you should get into regulatory compliance. It is full of OCD worried nitpickers who don't actually practice. They get paid to worry about everything bad that could happen. Get your Regulatory Affairs Certification (RAC)
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haha- she is from 8 years ago, wife 2.0 was a significant upgrade
Thank you. I'm considering building on my degree, but I haven't made any definite plans yet. I don't mean to trash the profession, but I'm just so frustrated and depressed right now that I needed a place to vent. I have been calling crisis hot lines periodically over the past few years, but they are not very helpful because they don't understand what I'm going through each day.
Man if this is true then I really feel bad for you. Listen, I would recommend you just not give a **** and just pump out scripts. Get yourself liability insurance if your employer doesn't already cover you. I hate this job too. You are not the only one. Just collect your check and go home. Make sure it's correct too. Remember you are only there to verify, go through the DUR, and counsel. Tell Larry Merlo or Steffano Pessina that he can come in and do the extra stuff if you aren't given enough help to do it. And blame it on the geniuses who came before you who accepted this bull****.
And if you haven't made a major mistake in 4 years that hasn't cost you your license then I wouldn't worry too much.
btw you may want to look into becoming an overnight pharmacist. They mostly just clean up the mess left during the day and get the place ready for the next day. You will be doing refills so you don't have to worry as much. But I've found it to be hit or miss. Some nights are literally impossible if you are left with a bunch of labels and truck or something to put away. Other nights you can chill for a couple of hours but the chains are getting rid of 24 hour stores. Of course they would do that. I hope they go bankrupt.
It's important for people reading this thread and students in pre-pharm to understand that OP has mental issues that needs to be sorted out. He/she is the exception, not the norm. Speed in pharmacy has to do with how fast your brain works and reads. If you can read quickly, you can verify a prescription quickly. I can verify a prescription accurately in about 5 seconds. I'm not bragging, just saying that if you have OCD like the OP does, or if you really can't read quickly, then this profession isn't for you.
I really hope you get help and that it all works out. Sorry that pharmacy didn't work out for you. Being a cook isn't going to be much better, let me tell you that. People will get pissed if you give them the wrong medication, but they'll kill you if they get the wrong food or if it doesn't have enough salt, or if it tastes bad or if its slightly burnt, etc. You think being an RPH is stressful?
People don't realize that our job is NOT THAT BAD compared to other professions. The biggest scam in the universe was us convincing employers that we are worth $130,000 a year. What in God's name do we do to justify that? In the past, with written prescriptions, it was an art and I understood it. Every script was written with terrible handwriting, and we deciphered it. Now, most if not all scripts are electronic. ALL THE INFO PRE-POPULATES INTO THE COMPUTER SYSTEM. It's mind boggling how people can still complain about our jobs. CVS wants us to call patients to tell them not to waste a trip to the pharmacy because their Belsomra isn't covered by insurance, and they track the calls to see if we're actually calling because if they didn't, you would have legions of techs and pharmacists who just would not call patients. And that pisses you guys off so much that you call us dogs and lab rats.
But yeah, OP, this isn't an attack on you personally. I truly do hope you get the help you need.
yeah these dinguses are getting rid of the 24 hour pharmacies. This was my original plan in retail but it will be harder now. I've found overnight to be hit or miss.Isn't the overnight gig basically dead these days or non existent? Most chains don't even have that many 24 hour stores anymore.
I really hope you get help and that it all works out. Sorry that pharmacy didn't work out for you. Being a cook isn't going to be much better, let me tell you that. People will get pissed if you give them the wrong medication, but they'll kill you if they get the wrong food or if it doesn't have enough salt, or if it tastes bad or if its slightly burnt, etc. You think being an RPH is stressful?
No more.
I threw my diploma, license, my reference materials, gown, and cap into a dumpster today.
I am officially done being a pharmacist. I am so sick of all the stress and liability that goes along with it. This whole profession is awful. I hope that all the patients get their right meds, but I am not going to ruin my whole life working 14+ hour days to do it.
I graduated in 2012 and I have been miserable ever since. I did not work while I was in pharmacy school and that was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. I thought I was going to do a residency, but that didn't pan out. If I would have done a little research, I could have avoided this career completely.
I am not fast enough at my job. I have OCD, which makes the whole filling process 1000x more stressful for me. Then I go home and hope that I didn't kill someone or break some law that will send me to prison. F that.
Now I'm working as a cook in a restaurant making 15/hr and I'm going to go to school in the fall and leave this whole profession behind me.
I've wasted 10 years of my life doing this, along with a ton of money, and I'm unbelievably depressed about it. I just want a chance to start over and do something where I don't feel completely awful at the end of the day.
"1 soul please! to go!"Maybe if you would have gone into it for the money like most people you wouldn't be as disappointed. The schools try to sugar coat it but the reality of pharmacy is retail and working retail is pretty close to some people's imagination of hell. But i'll happily work alongside the devil and the damned for 100k a year. Everyone's soul has a price, clearly yours is more expensive than mine.
You know every other pharmacy job NOT retail pays at least 100k/year right?Maybe if you would have gone into it for the money like most people you wouldn't be as disappointed. The schools try to sugar coat it but the reality of pharmacy is retail and working retail is pretty close to some people's imagination of hell. But i'll happily work alongside the devil and the damned for 100k a year. Everyone's soul has a price, clearly yours is more expensive than mine.
You know every other pharmacy job NOT retail pays at least 100k/year right?
You don't live in CA.this is not even remotely true. I have many hospital friends who are making less than 100k and even in industry. Maybe after a few years...yes.
You don't live in CA.
No, everyone here in hospital gets over 100k (56 lowest I heard - 76/hr for new grad). Retail 130k is normal.I live on the east coast...which has a much higher cost of living than CA. If you're only talking about the bay area and certain pockets of CA, then that's different. I could say the same for DC and NYC. It's not the normal.
No, everyone here in hospital gets over 100k (56 lowest I heard - 76/hr for new grad). Retail 130k is normal.
Where are those pharmacists now? Tell them to come out and admit they got 30/hr in CA.lmao...there were postings from pharmacists in CA a few months ago about getting offers for higher 30s/hr. wtf you talking about. lol.
Same. I know people working staff hospital pharmD jobs in large cities making around 80k.this is not even remotely true. I have many hospital friends who are making less than 100k and even in industry. Maybe after a few years...yes.
Overnights at chains can be stressful because you get blamed for a lot. If the inventory is too high it's because the overnight rph is not managing the inventory. Why is customer service survey low? It's because of the night rph. Why is the call doctor score low? Because the night rph isn't clearing out the callback queue. Why is the action note score low? Blame the night rph for doing after hours on everything instead of calling. Why is the automation unit messing up? Because the nigh rph isn't taking care of it. Why don't we have c2s in stock? Because the nigh rph didn't send out the order. Why is the readyfill enrollment score low? Because the night rph isn't signing up enough people. The night rph is actually unenrolling stuff that isn't getting picked up like albuterol rescue inhalers. Why is the extra care card scan rate low? Because the nigh rph score is dragging us down. Why are the evening techs not being trained and completing their learnet? Because the night rph lacks leadership. Why was the trash not taken out? Because of the night rph. Why were the 7 day and 14 day return to stock not completed? Night rph. Why are we out of supplies? Night rph. Why is our printer jamming up? It's the night rph printing out too much of the queue when the readyfills drop in.
Some stores rely too much on the night rph to make the job stress free.
Ironically I'm doing both right nowinsert "floater" into "night rph" and you might be on to something
Overnights at chains can be stressful because you get blamed for a lot. If the inventory is too high it's because the overnight rph is not managing the inventory. Why is customer service survey low? It's because of the night rph. Why is the call doctor score low? Because the night rph isn't clearing out the callback queue. Why is the action note score low? Blame the night rph for doing after hours on everything instead of calling. Why is the automation unit messing up? Because the nigh rph isn't taking care of it. Why don't we have c2s in stock? Because the nigh rph didn't send out the order. Why is the readyfill enrollment score low? Because the night rph isn't signing up enough people. The night rph is actually unenrolling stuff that isn't getting picked up like albuterol rescue inhalers. Why is the extra care card scan rate low? Because the nigh rph score is dragging us down. Why are the evening techs not being trained and completing their learnet? Because the night rph lacks leadership. Why was the trash not taken out? Because of the night rph. Why were the 7 day and 14 day return to stock not completed? Night rph. Why are we out of supplies? Night rph. Why is our printer jamming up? It's the night rph printing out too much of the queue when the readyfills drop in.
Some stores rely too much on the night rph to make the job stress free.
Overnights at chains can be stressful because you get blamed for a lot. If the inventory is too high it's because the overnight rph is not managing the inventory. Why is customer service survey low? It's because of the night rph. Why is the call doctor score low? Because the night rph isn't clearing out the callback queue. Why is the action note score low? Blame the night rph for doing after hours on everything instead of calling. Why is the automation unit messing up? Because the nigh rph isn't taking care of it. Why don't we have c2s in stock? Because the nigh rph didn't send out the order. Why is the readyfill enrollment score low? Because the night rph isn't signing up enough people. The night rph is actually unenrolling stuff that isn't getting picked up like albuterol rescue inhalers. Why is the extra care card scan rate low? Because the nigh rph score is dragging us down. Why are the evening techs not being trained and completing their learnet? Because the night rph lacks leadership. Why was the trash not taken out? Because of the night rph. Why were the 7 day and 14 day return to stock not completed? Night rph. Why are we out of supplies? Night rph. Why is our printer jamming up? It's the night rph printing out too much of the queue when the readyfills drop in.
Some stores rely too much on the night rph to make the job stress free.