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I have a tendency to get lingering awful feeling when I run into unpleasant, stressful, but overall rather routine situations. Patient with borderline and chronic SI refuses to safely plan but is not hospitalizable because SI is not bad enough *lately*? Anxiety for the rest of the day. Had to set limits about taking med not as prescribed and patient started crying or accusing me of not helping? Feel like I’m **** and how awful next visit is going to be with them. Feel like that all day. Don’t know what to do with a patient, patient not opening up, patient not following treatment recs but still keeps coming to see me for some reason? All of that just leads to awful feelings of how bad of a doctor and a person I am that I drag around like a ball and chain for days.
Update on notes — I’d really do them much faster if I didn’t feel like each note was me essentially revisiting the encounter and all the feelings that came with it. Many are just fine, but some are unnecessarily difficult not only because I’m defensively over documenting and managing the feelings that come up.
PS: on a related note, can you tell patients that if they will not follow treatment recs, such as safely planning, going to rehab, or whatever else you want them to do to reduce their risk, you are not going to be their doctor anymore? How often do other people do it? Obviously I’d refer elsewhere, so as not to run afoul abandonment laws.
Update on notes — I’d really do them much faster if I didn’t feel like each note was me essentially revisiting the encounter and all the feelings that came with it. Many are just fine, but some are unnecessarily difficult not only because I’m defensively over documenting and managing the feelings that come up.
PS: on a related note, can you tell patients that if they will not follow treatment recs, such as safely planning, going to rehab, or whatever else you want them to do to reduce their risk, you are not going to be their doctor anymore? How often do other people do it? Obviously I’d refer elsewhere, so as not to run afoul abandonment laws.