Hello everyone! To start off, three general notes: First, I've never written a legitimate blog before or posted on a message board, so I am very new at this. Second, I accidentally posted this message on the "Welcome New Members" message board so this a repeat. Sorry if you're reading this for a second time. And third, this is a rather long message because I am in the midst of making some pretty grave decisions. Please bear with me.
My reason for posting this message is fairly simple (and yet complex at the same time): I am not sure if I want to go to medical school or not. I am an undergraduate student (junior) so it's getting to be that time when I need to start looking for medical schools, taking MCATS, applying to schools, etc.
Ever since I first started thinking that I would like to go to medical school after graduation, I have had doubts and endless questions as to whether I would make a good doctor or not, whether that is what I want to do, and whether medical school would be the quickest way for me to achieve my lifetime goals. A brief summary of my interests/what I want to do with my life:
I am interested in the behavioral aspects of human health--namely, why humans behave in ways that compromise our health. To be more specific, I would like to look at the factors involved in the adoption and modification of health-related behaviors, including cultural, socio-economic, and family influences, psychology, etc. I am not as interested in the biological aspects of health and disease (although I acknowledge that the study of physiology and pharmacotherapy has played a key role in improving the health of our nation). Another broad interest of mine is international disparities in quality and access to health care and other services implicated in good health and why, historically and anthropologically speaking, some populations enjoy good overall health while other populations suffer. I am thinking that my particular interests will lead me to a career in public health and/or epidemiology and/or anthropology, but I am not sure (and need help deciding) if being a physician should be my first priority before entering any of these fields. The alternative would be to go to graduate school and get my Ph.D. in Public Health. Whatever field I go into, I would like to work on behalf of the poor and make it my duty to challenge societal structures that have resulted in disparities in health and human rights.
Earlier this evening, I constructed a list of Pro's and Con's (the Pro's being reasons I want to go to medical school and the Con's being reasons why I feel hesitant to do so.) Below is a rough summary of this list. Keep in mind that some of these assertions may not be factual; they are simply thoughts that have been bouncing around in my brain. If there are any points that you disagree with, please let me know!! That is why I am posting this message.
Reasons Why I Want to be a Doctor
-The goal of the occupation is concrete: Treat patients. There is not a lot of room for questioning or confusion regarding what Ill be doing on an everyday basis (whereas in research there is constant questioning of purpose, goals, etc.)
-I will see the tangible results of my practice every day in the patients I make better. There will be no disconnect between me and patients.
-Medical school will be rigorous and a way to prove that I am intelligent, capable, and passionate about what Im doing.
-People will listen to me because of my expansive medical knowledge (i.e. I will gain credibility). I will be better suited to join a public health organization than I would with a Ph.D. or Masters Degree. Once I start working on publications, I will be a more credible source if I have my M.D.
-I could travel internationally and provide basic services for the poor (or work in a clinic for underserved communities in the U.S.)
-The distinction of M.D. impresses people. Its fun to say Im going to be a doctor and Im fairly certain it will be even more gratifying to say Im a doctor.
-I like studying and working hard, so these are not barriers to me going to (and possibly even enjoying?) medical school.
-I have a unique admiration for doctors that is not present when I view most other professionals.
Reasons I am Hesitant to Go Down the Doctor Path
-I dont agree with several aspects of modern (Western) medicine including: The way physicians tend to view patients as a collection of biological processes rather than as whole persons (in other words, I would rather take a more holistic approach); The reliance on drugs to treat virtually everything (going along with this, there is not enough emphasis on prevention); How important money is (including doctors salaries, profits made by HMOs and big drug companies, health insurance and the patients ability to pay for services, etc.).
-There is not a lot of room for creativity within a medical education, as it is mostly technical training. I might get so lost in the technical aspects of medicine that I would lose sight of the big picture.
-Even though I like studying, medical school is going to be extremely difficult and I am not certain I will be able to cope with the daily stressors.
-I get squeamish at the sight of blood.
-Medicine doesnt really match my personality or interests all that well. I feel strange telling people that Im going to be a doctor. A lot of my friends and acquaintances have remarked about how it is shocking and rather puzzling when I tell them I want to go to medical school.
-I dont really want to be a practicing physician. I would prefer to get my M.D. then go directly into working within an NGO in research and/or policy.
-I dont believe Western medicine is always superior to other forms of healing. In fact, I am interested in looking into alternative pathways to health.
-I dont know if medicine is necessarily what Im interested inI could be equally well-suited for social work, international relations/politics, anthropology, or sociology. I am mostly interested in learning about different cultures, how they interact with one another, and how we as a human race have come to be the way we are.
-I would like to eventually be a public health policy-maker and Im not sure if becoming a doctor would be the quickest or most effective route to achieving that goal.
-I question whether making people feel better through the use of drugs would really be gratifying for me (especially since I think a lot of drugs are wildly over-prescribed and that humans should generally take more preventive measuresi.e. proper nutrition and fitness, good sanitation, stress-relieving techniquesto improve their overall health).
-I may not be content with the relatively micro approach of a physician; I think I would prefer working on a community or population level.
That is the end of my list. If you have felt any of these apprehensions as a Pre-Medical student (or even if you havent) please let me know of what made you decide to either go or not to go to medical school. Also, I am interested in any general pieces of wisdom or advice. And I love bluntness!
Thank you VERY MUCH for reading this entry. Sorry for the excessive length!
My reason for posting this message is fairly simple (and yet complex at the same time): I am not sure if I want to go to medical school or not. I am an undergraduate student (junior) so it's getting to be that time when I need to start looking for medical schools, taking MCATS, applying to schools, etc.
Ever since I first started thinking that I would like to go to medical school after graduation, I have had doubts and endless questions as to whether I would make a good doctor or not, whether that is what I want to do, and whether medical school would be the quickest way for me to achieve my lifetime goals. A brief summary of my interests/what I want to do with my life:
I am interested in the behavioral aspects of human health--namely, why humans behave in ways that compromise our health. To be more specific, I would like to look at the factors involved in the adoption and modification of health-related behaviors, including cultural, socio-economic, and family influences, psychology, etc. I am not as interested in the biological aspects of health and disease (although I acknowledge that the study of physiology and pharmacotherapy has played a key role in improving the health of our nation). Another broad interest of mine is international disparities in quality and access to health care and other services implicated in good health and why, historically and anthropologically speaking, some populations enjoy good overall health while other populations suffer. I am thinking that my particular interests will lead me to a career in public health and/or epidemiology and/or anthropology, but I am not sure (and need help deciding) if being a physician should be my first priority before entering any of these fields. The alternative would be to go to graduate school and get my Ph.D. in Public Health. Whatever field I go into, I would like to work on behalf of the poor and make it my duty to challenge societal structures that have resulted in disparities in health and human rights.
Earlier this evening, I constructed a list of Pro's and Con's (the Pro's being reasons I want to go to medical school and the Con's being reasons why I feel hesitant to do so.) Below is a rough summary of this list. Keep in mind that some of these assertions may not be factual; they are simply thoughts that have been bouncing around in my brain. If there are any points that you disagree with, please let me know!! That is why I am posting this message.
Reasons Why I Want to be a Doctor
-The goal of the occupation is concrete: Treat patients. There is not a lot of room for questioning or confusion regarding what Ill be doing on an everyday basis (whereas in research there is constant questioning of purpose, goals, etc.)
-I will see the tangible results of my practice every day in the patients I make better. There will be no disconnect between me and patients.
-Medical school will be rigorous and a way to prove that I am intelligent, capable, and passionate about what Im doing.
-People will listen to me because of my expansive medical knowledge (i.e. I will gain credibility). I will be better suited to join a public health organization than I would with a Ph.D. or Masters Degree. Once I start working on publications, I will be a more credible source if I have my M.D.
-I could travel internationally and provide basic services for the poor (or work in a clinic for underserved communities in the U.S.)
-The distinction of M.D. impresses people. Its fun to say Im going to be a doctor and Im fairly certain it will be even more gratifying to say Im a doctor.
-I like studying and working hard, so these are not barriers to me going to (and possibly even enjoying?) medical school.
-I have a unique admiration for doctors that is not present when I view most other professionals.
Reasons I am Hesitant to Go Down the Doctor Path
-I dont agree with several aspects of modern (Western) medicine including: The way physicians tend to view patients as a collection of biological processes rather than as whole persons (in other words, I would rather take a more holistic approach); The reliance on drugs to treat virtually everything (going along with this, there is not enough emphasis on prevention); How important money is (including doctors salaries, profits made by HMOs and big drug companies, health insurance and the patients ability to pay for services, etc.).
-There is not a lot of room for creativity within a medical education, as it is mostly technical training. I might get so lost in the technical aspects of medicine that I would lose sight of the big picture.
-Even though I like studying, medical school is going to be extremely difficult and I am not certain I will be able to cope with the daily stressors.
-I get squeamish at the sight of blood.
-Medicine doesnt really match my personality or interests all that well. I feel strange telling people that Im going to be a doctor. A lot of my friends and acquaintances have remarked about how it is shocking and rather puzzling when I tell them I want to go to medical school.
-I dont really want to be a practicing physician. I would prefer to get my M.D. then go directly into working within an NGO in research and/or policy.
-I dont believe Western medicine is always superior to other forms of healing. In fact, I am interested in looking into alternative pathways to health.
-I dont know if medicine is necessarily what Im interested inI could be equally well-suited for social work, international relations/politics, anthropology, or sociology. I am mostly interested in learning about different cultures, how they interact with one another, and how we as a human race have come to be the way we are.
-I would like to eventually be a public health policy-maker and Im not sure if becoming a doctor would be the quickest or most effective route to achieving that goal.
-I question whether making people feel better through the use of drugs would really be gratifying for me (especially since I think a lot of drugs are wildly over-prescribed and that humans should generally take more preventive measuresi.e. proper nutrition and fitness, good sanitation, stress-relieving techniquesto improve their overall health).
-I may not be content with the relatively micro approach of a physician; I think I would prefer working on a community or population level.
That is the end of my list. If you have felt any of these apprehensions as a Pre-Medical student (or even if you havent) please let me know of what made you decide to either go or not to go to medical school. Also, I am interested in any general pieces of wisdom or advice. And I love bluntness!
Thank you VERY MUCH for reading this entry. Sorry for the excessive length!