I need help, do you have any ideas?

[50% GOD]

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Hello, I would really need help from any of you who knows anything about any drugs that intoxicates brain and ruines it's normal activities.

I was poisoned by a liquid drug, I don't know what it was exactly, but the doc who visited me said that it might be a drug called "Scoop" or a derivate.

After I was poisoned by this drug, I started suddenly to feel in a very good mood, some time after ,I was feeling happy with no reason and everything was seemed with no sense to me. Some time after this, my mind become schizophrenic/paranoic and I started to make riddles with words, and was trying to understand if anything around me was made with a hidden riddle in it. After this I sensed that my brain was really tired, and I noticed thet my mind became ******ed as a child. I started to listen to evrybody around me and became very exited. It all finished when I fell asleep.

Afetr I woke up, I still was mentally ******ed, and half of my long memory was gone. So I didn't remembered nothing from what I was talking about. I stayed in this condition for four years without knowing it. But I was poisoned with another drug, agin after four years and the second time was different, i lost selfcontrol, and was unable to sleep, after a couple of days i just lied down, and all my memories started to come back to me, but it was happenien in visual and audio inputs playing inside my brain. So it was like I was seeing a recorded videotape. After that my short memory is sometimes lost, and I become dyslexic, i can't remeber words sometimes. But I can remeber all my life clearly as I saw all of it running in my head. Now I have sleep disorder and sometimes slight convulsions on different parts of my body. And I have concentration disorder also. Sometimes I feel like I lost with useless thoughts that keeps my mind bysy for long time. I think I become ******ed somehow, but I can feel it. It looks like autism to me.

I still can understand something abut my conditilon, becouse I was studying psychiatry.

The doctor who visited me, gave me pills "Zyprexa", but they are from schizoprheny. It helped a little bit, now I fell a little better, but still need something else.

My wonders are:

1. could it be a permanent brain damage due to a strong chemical disquilibrium in my brain becouse of the unknown drugs?

2. What drugs do you think were used?

3. Do you know any medicament that is better than "Zyprexa" for what happened to me?

4. What exactly happened to my brain?

Thanx for any help. If you got any ideas about what happened and how can I improve my condition, I would be very thankful to any of you.

 

[Anasazi23]

While I can't say that this thread is one that will ultimately result in your cure, or one that falls appropriately within my realm of "comfortableness," I'll hopefully end end this discussion with the following statements:

1. "Scoop," (Gamma Hydroxy Butyrate) if that's what you were given, is a popular date rape drug. Look it up on the internet to learn more about it. If your symptoms are real, it isn't impossible to explain some of these types of symptoms from ingestion of the substance...though it would be somewhat unusual.

2. There have been a couple of "please diagnose me or my loved one" threads as of late. While the discussions often yield some useful psychiatric information, I'm slightly uneasy from a legal standpoint about continuing these types of personalized case studies looking for advice. In medicine, unlike other disciplines, we learn by case studies. Some get upset at the perceived lack of confidentiality of these case studies - usually people not in medicine and not used to this case-based learning format. However, someone clearly looking for a specific diagnosis, especially not from an academic standpoint, blurs the line of acceptability. That said, this type of thread leaves the potential for more harm than good, all in all.

To the OP, I suggest you see a psychiatrist who can help you better understand your medication regimin, and who can adjust it as needed, and work you up medically as he or she sees fit. This internet forum cannot provide you with a definitive diagnosis.

Thanks all for understanding. Good luck to the original poster.

 

[50% GOD]

Anasazi 23

I appreciated your help with the "Scoop explanation".

You see, it is obvious that I'm not looking for a diagnoses or a stright cure her on the net. I just wanted to share what happened to me, becouse it might be of academic interest. And if somebody have heard of something like this before. I know that there were cases like this before, but it was very hard to understand. I was able to understand taht it was was some kind of drug, as soon as my brain cleared. Without this understanding I would have given myself a shizophreny diagnose, or at least a nervous breakdown.

I think it is of public interest to know that there are crooked bars, with crooked people working inside , that are able to poison their unaware customers like it happened to me. After all this I see people like Michael Jakson, and I wonder if his mental conditions are bocouse of some kind of liquid drug too. I was able to find out on the net that therre were a lot of incidents like mine. ANd they all were thrested like mental disiases.

 

[Annakei]

Truly, my heart goes out to you in this situation. I can only second what Anasazi (clever name, though I tend to stay away from it on the weekends) said and say that you are better off seeking help from a properly trained psychiatrist. The internet is filled with smart asses who will pretend to give real information when they might only play GOD with your situation with no real intention of helping you.

It does sound like you have had significant mental impairment but as such where you can't communicate with others in a medium such as this. Are your parents around? Do you have any family involvement in the resolution of this case?

I think at best we would be able to be a source of support but not sound medical advice.