Take what I say with a grain of salt. When I was pre-med and in med school, I too had many doctors tell me not to go into it, and I too felt many of their concerns were overblown. And I still feel that way - many of the issues those older doctors had did not end up being issues for me. Maybe my issues won't be issues for you.
I think what it comes down to is: what are your expectations of being a doctor vs. what is the reality of being a doctor? My expectations were to have the ultimate say and decision-making in the patients I cared for. I did not expect to be responsible for a team of midlevels assigned to me by a giant corporation. But, if you go into medicine with the expectation that you will not have pure autonomy and that you will be more of a supervisor than a provider of direct patient care, perhaps you will not feel the same discontent I do.
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Some years ago I took part in interviewing applicants to the med school I worked at. To this day, I am so impressed by the caliber of the people applying to med school. You guys/gals are incredible. The grades, the MCAT scores, the blood/sweat/tears, the research, the volunteering, the achievements, the diverse backgrounds; and on top of all that, the ability to converse easily and be personable. It honestly makes me proud to be part of that group, because in many ways I did not and still do not match up to what many pre-med students have done.
What is most utterly disheartening to me is that for those of you who make it through one of the most rigorous, competitive processes on Earth will enter an environment where your achievements... will not matter. Your worth will be dictated by the RVUs you generate and your patient satisfaction scores. You are provider, not a physician.
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I don't mean to be completely negative. I've listed the parts that bother me the most. Here are some positive aspects that keep me going:
- It is incredibly humbling and touching that humans allow you into the most vulnerable part of their lives. To entrust you to make decisions about their health and well-being. To look at you with eyes that say, "I'm scared, please help me." To make a difference in people's lives is a large part of pushes me through. If this aspect of medicine genuinely interests you as a pre-med, I will say it does pay off when you become a doctor.
- I do feel like I'm an expert in my field. I know that I offer patients care that only a board certified physician in my field can provide.
- Despite my general dissatisfaction with midlevel proliferation and being labeled a provider, I'm respected in my day to day job. I know the hospital staff and my peers respect me, as I respect them. For the most part, in the hospital setting (at least where I work), physicians are still leaders and there is no ambiguity between the level of training between doctors and midlevels.
- I get paid very well, maybe 2-3x what I thought I'd be making when I got into medicine. I make 3x more than my parents ever did. I am able to live very comfortably, drive a nice car, save for kids' college, and save ~20-30% of my income for retirement. (Who knows how long this will hold up, and my outlook might be significantly different if I'd come out of school with more debt.)