Why do I get a quizzical look whenever I tell classmates that I want to go into pathology, that ends with them asking if I really want to be a doctor? I have an oncologist and an anesthesiologist friend that tell me to do onc or anesth- meanwhile my onc friend is working 12 hrs a day seeing very sick patients in the hospital at all hours (had 3 die two weeks ago) and has been told by his hospital to NOT prescribe immunotherapies and has to fight tooth and nail with administration. My medicine placement was the worst level of human suffering I've ever seen. I was asked to catheterize an elderly delirious man with MRSA who had previously pulled his catheter out and was oozing blood out of his meatus and groaning (pain) all the while. Also chasing bloods all day seemed like monotonous torture. I have a PhD and want to work beside a microscope in an office with light music being gently played in the background... Am I being immature or mature? When I told my dean in a meeting that I wanted to conduct research and be a pathologist he said, "The training is quite long and there are so may tests, are you sure you want to be a doctor?" My onc friend says I need to get the hell out of my school by transferring (to even the Carib if my only option, even though he is from Upenn) as they are not supportive. Doesn't the medical field need or value Pathologists?