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Hi.. Alright.. ready?
I am a junior at a private university that offers a great pre-medical program and 6 year pharmacy program as well. I went into the school hoping to give myself alternatives in the future, and have my Plan A and B handy.
Well, now no matter when I think about my decision about whether I want to do pharmacy in 7 years and get it over with or go into medicine, my head feels like it's going to explode from the inside. I "make up my mind" every other week and then put my body and brain through the grueling process again.
It's come to the point, where I feel like I am going to freeze up and do nothing. I am convinced I will be miserable as a pharmacist, however, i am often told that the ability to still be in healthcare, have a family life and make a decent salary will compensate for any dislike I might have for my job.
Medicine is what I want to do, but after learning about the reality of the lifestyle and emotional/physical/mental toll of it, I find that I am convincing myself that I won't make it, why even try and then I don't have to go through the grueling work/debt and stress that will come with it. I spent two summers around medical students and doctors and have learned about going through the school and residency and actually practicing even, but that has seemed to cloud my "im gonna be a doctor" happy go lucky drive.
So to summarize. pharmacy or medicine decision WILL kill me or at least cause me to freeze up and not do anything.
I worked my first shift today at Walgreens as a pharmacy cashier, and the idea of going to Walgreens every day for the rest of my life.. makes me feel like jumping off of a bridge. No offense to any Walgreens pharmacists. However, the only job I had before this was a bridal consultant, so I don't know if it's the pharmacy or the retail store environment in general that caused my reaction. haha
Anyways, I am going to be a pharmacy tech to see what it's like. However, I need to take the MCAT in March, or apply for pharmacy in November, so I need to decide now.
If you have anything to say.. positive/negative, if you would like to give me a piece of your mind for whining or give me a word of advice, I appreciate it.
I am a junior at a private university that offers a great pre-medical program and 6 year pharmacy program as well. I went into the school hoping to give myself alternatives in the future, and have my Plan A and B handy.
Well, now no matter when I think about my decision about whether I want to do pharmacy in 7 years and get it over with or go into medicine, my head feels like it's going to explode from the inside. I "make up my mind" every other week and then put my body and brain through the grueling process again.
It's come to the point, where I feel like I am going to freeze up and do nothing. I am convinced I will be miserable as a pharmacist, however, i am often told that the ability to still be in healthcare, have a family life and make a decent salary will compensate for any dislike I might have for my job.
Medicine is what I want to do, but after learning about the reality of the lifestyle and emotional/physical/mental toll of it, I find that I am convincing myself that I won't make it, why even try and then I don't have to go through the grueling work/debt and stress that will come with it. I spent two summers around medical students and doctors and have learned about going through the school and residency and actually practicing even, but that has seemed to cloud my "im gonna be a doctor" happy go lucky drive.
So to summarize. pharmacy or medicine decision WILL kill me or at least cause me to freeze up and not do anything.
I worked my first shift today at Walgreens as a pharmacy cashier, and the idea of going to Walgreens every day for the rest of my life.. makes me feel like jumping off of a bridge. No offense to any Walgreens pharmacists. However, the only job I had before this was a bridal consultant, so I don't know if it's the pharmacy or the retail store environment in general that caused my reaction. haha
Anyways, I am going to be a pharmacy tech to see what it's like. However, I need to take the MCAT in March, or apply for pharmacy in November, so I need to decide now.
If you have anything to say.. positive/negative, if you would like to give me a piece of your mind for whining or give me a word of advice, I appreciate it.
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