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Hi there,
Need some advice on what to do.
I'm a student at a caribbean school applying for the 2009 match. My stats are as follows:
Step 1: 203/83 (second attempt)
Step 2: 188/77 (first attempt)
Step 2 CS: FAILED (Retook it in 10/14. Will get results on 12/03)
Canadian citizen (need J1 visa for residency)
So far I've applied to 21 Pediatrics programs ( I know that's a low number, but I didn't have any money to apply to any more). I've only had one interview and that was at a hospital where I did elective rotations. Otherwise it's been one rejection after the other (14 rejections so far, haven't heard from 6 of them yet) I got *excellent* evaluations/letters from all my attendings there. During the interview, the PD and the director of Medical education said that my letters were "some of the strongest" they had ever seen and they "couldn't ask for better letters". I also think I have a really nice/funny PS. The interview went really well.
It's now almost the end of October and I am getting really scared. I am currently doing my FM rotation. This is the first FM elective rotation for me, since FM is not a core at my school. So far I've enjoyed it, and I'm thinking of applying to FM programs as well, but my first choice is pediatrics. I've always wanted to do peds and can't imagine doing anything else. I'm not even sure I'm going to get any FM interviews if I apply. I spoke with my preceptor here who said he will write me a strong letter at the end of the rotation, but that hasn't helped me with my peds applications, so I'm not banking my hopes on that. Looks like my USMLE scores are going to filter my application early on in the process.
This is not a 'what are my chances" thread. I know my chances are bad and I knew that all along, but I never thought it would be this bad. I'm now 2 months away from graduation (I complete all my requirements on Nov 28th), I'm broke, over $150,000 in debt and there is a very good chance that I'm not going to match anywhere (in Peds or FM) and it's only going to get harder in the years to come.
I was looking at the unfilled FM list from last year and went to visit their sites. Almost all of them had requirements like "must have passed step 1 on first attempt" or "must have >80 on USMLE". And these are programs who didn't fill almost 1/2 their slots. Should I even bother applying to these programs? I mean since they have these strict requirements, I would assume that they are a fairly good program, so how come they are not filling in the match??
I'm confused. I really don't know what to do. I'm scared. Can't sleep, can't think straight. Seems like despite my best efforts, I'm not getting anywhere. I am beginning to lose hope.
Any advice on what to do? Anyone who has gone through this have any advice to give me?
Please, no cheap shots or comments. Just looking for some guidance on what I can do, or what kinds of programs I can apply for so that I match in March.
You can reply here or PM me.
Thank You.
Need some advice on what to do.
I'm a student at a caribbean school applying for the 2009 match. My stats are as follows:
Step 1: 203/83 (second attempt)
Step 2: 188/77 (first attempt)
Step 2 CS: FAILED (Retook it in 10/14. Will get results on 12/03)
Canadian citizen (need J1 visa for residency)
So far I've applied to 21 Pediatrics programs ( I know that's a low number, but I didn't have any money to apply to any more). I've only had one interview and that was at a hospital where I did elective rotations. Otherwise it's been one rejection after the other (14 rejections so far, haven't heard from 6 of them yet) I got *excellent* evaluations/letters from all my attendings there. During the interview, the PD and the director of Medical education said that my letters were "some of the strongest" they had ever seen and they "couldn't ask for better letters". I also think I have a really nice/funny PS. The interview went really well.
It's now almost the end of October and I am getting really scared. I am currently doing my FM rotation. This is the first FM elective rotation for me, since FM is not a core at my school. So far I've enjoyed it, and I'm thinking of applying to FM programs as well, but my first choice is pediatrics. I've always wanted to do peds and can't imagine doing anything else. I'm not even sure I'm going to get any FM interviews if I apply. I spoke with my preceptor here who said he will write me a strong letter at the end of the rotation, but that hasn't helped me with my peds applications, so I'm not banking my hopes on that. Looks like my USMLE scores are going to filter my application early on in the process.
This is not a 'what are my chances" thread. I know my chances are bad and I knew that all along, but I never thought it would be this bad. I'm now 2 months away from graduation (I complete all my requirements on Nov 28th), I'm broke, over $150,000 in debt and there is a very good chance that I'm not going to match anywhere (in Peds or FM) and it's only going to get harder in the years to come.
I was looking at the unfilled FM list from last year and went to visit their sites. Almost all of them had requirements like "must have passed step 1 on first attempt" or "must have >80 on USMLE". And these are programs who didn't fill almost 1/2 their slots. Should I even bother applying to these programs? I mean since they have these strict requirements, I would assume that they are a fairly good program, so how come they are not filling in the match??
I'm confused. I really don't know what to do. I'm scared. Can't sleep, can't think straight. Seems like despite my best efforts, I'm not getting anywhere. I am beginning to lose hope.
Any advice on what to do? Anyone who has gone through this have any advice to give me?
Please, no cheap shots or comments. Just looking for some guidance on what I can do, or what kinds of programs I can apply for so that I match in March.
You can reply here or PM me.
Thank You.
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