Wow, you people have tried some drugs! I am pretty naive about drugs, whether street or prescription. Actually, it occurred to me recently, that even with as common as marijuana has become today, with probably the majority of my patients telling me they've at least tried it like it's nothing, not only have I never tried it, I'd have no idea where to get some if I wanted to. So many people move to a new city and in no time they have a marijuana supply, but for me, if I made up my mind that I wanted to try it this weekend, I'd have no idea where to start. I literally would not be able to do it, because I wouldn't know where to get any. Not that I want to. The "just say no" campaign of the 80's worked on me, and I didn't feel like I fit in with other kids very much so I had low susceptibility to peer pressure. When some of my friends started experimenting with marijuana in high school, my reaction was not "hmm, if my friends are doing it, it must not be that bad after all" but "AAAAAHHHHH! BAD KIDS use drugs! My own friends are using DRUGS and turning into BAD KIDS! RUN AWAY!" and I stopped hanging out with them.
And the same things goes for trying a month of Adderall. This isn't a backhanded way of asking where to get it, just pointing out that I'd have no idea. I'm always amazed when I hear of some doctor or pharmacist getting in trouble for abusing prescription drugs--how can they possibly think they'd get away with it? Aren't these things tracked and monitored in triplicate by the DEA? The only way I could possibly think of to score some Adderall would be to go doctor shopping and act like a drug seeker myself, which I'm not willing to do.
Anyway, the real reason I'm bumping this thread is that I've been reminded of another problematic supposed ADHD presentation which I've encountered from time to time before, but just had 2 different patients do in the past week. It's when ADHD is not the patient's initial reason for presentation, but rather, a patient whom you've already been seeing for a while, for some other problem, comes in for a routine follow-up appointment and tells you about their history of ADHD for which they took stimulants (which they never told you about before, not even in the initial eval when you asked about past psych diagnoses and past psych meds) and how it's flaring up again and they need to be on "their" Adderall again. The first patient who did this in the past week is very reasonable, not a drug seeker, and is open to further evaluation and exploring different options. But the 2nd, whom I just saw today, is a drug seeker, who's already got me prescribing Ativan (though not enough to take daily, she routinely asks for more, and calls the office and begs the MAs for early refills,) and has in the past asked me to prescribe Percocet! This is actually the kind of person to whom I'd want to say "I don't prescribe stimulants to adults" flat-out to nip this in the bud, but I was caught off-guard by the fact that she was an established patient coming in for routine follow-up; as I mentioned upthread, the last guy I said that to was a new patient whose chart I'd reviewed, revealing multiple red flags for stimulant abuse. So I asked this lady questions about various ADHD symptoms, and of course she was pan-positive, in many cases interrupting and blurting out "yes" before I'd even finished the question. Then, when I didn't prescribe a stimulant, she got about as close to admitting malingering as a person can get: "I said yes to all those questions, didn't I? What was the point of you asking me all those questions?"
Unfortunately, I referred her to the psychologist in our department who does the testing, which I fear is only delaying the inevitable. The symptoms are so subjective, and non-observable. If someone claims to have them, who am I to say they don't? And thus, unlike with benzos, I'm left without a legitimate-sounding reason why I can't prescribe stimulants in that particular case. This is why I can't deal with ADHD-related complaints at all. The only solution is not to see such patients, or if they do sneak in, tell them outright "I don't diagnose or treat ADHD or prescribe stimulants. If that is what you feel you need, go elsewhere." And I don't have the support of my employer to do either of those things.