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So there was a thread earlier about feeling 'dumb' and questioning one's ability in the ED. I'm a first year in a three year EM program. I'm doing my first month of Peds ED and I'm second guessing myself again in terms of ever becoming a competent ED doc.
I ALWAYS manage not to ask certain questions. I was feeling better in the adult ED but now again, I feel dumb. Not sure if the particular peds EM attendings I'm working with are anal, but without question there is ALWAYS something lacking in my presentation that i have to go fetch, and in an attempt to be thorough I've been known to throw in some non-pertinent negatives that have the attendings asking: "why'd u ask that?". damn, i'm stupid!
had a kid with what turned out was a malfunctioning VPS. bulging fontanelle? i described it to the attending as a normal fontanelle and when she examined the child, she was like: "this is an obvious bulging fontanelle!" hey, it didn't look or seem bulging to me! god, i'm dumb!
any consise practical EM books out there? i read from tint on most/all my cases but my knowledge base just doesn't seem to catch up.
i'm considering changing specialities. it's that bad.
I ALWAYS manage not to ask certain questions. I was feeling better in the adult ED but now again, I feel dumb. Not sure if the particular peds EM attendings I'm working with are anal, but without question there is ALWAYS something lacking in my presentation that i have to go fetch, and in an attempt to be thorough I've been known to throw in some non-pertinent negatives that have the attendings asking: "why'd u ask that?". damn, i'm stupid!
had a kid with what turned out was a malfunctioning VPS. bulging fontanelle? i described it to the attending as a normal fontanelle and when she examined the child, she was like: "this is an obvious bulging fontanelle!" hey, it didn't look or seem bulging to me! god, i'm dumb!
any consise practical EM books out there? i read from tint on most/all my cases but my knowledge base just doesn't seem to catch up.
i'm considering changing specialities. it's that bad.