Today I had my first day of 3rd year rotation at an opthalmologist's office..its mostly outpatient except the few surgeries he does. I was literally shadowing the whole time. I did not get to do anything at all. Is this whole rotation going to be like this? It's so miserable, just standing there the whole day and literally being the doctor's shadow...with the patients exchanging jokes with the doctor and you just standing there and laughing at their inside jokes so that you wouldn't look awkward. Is all of 3rd year going to be so much embarassment and standing around? He doesn't even explain to me what he's doing..where is my tuition money going?